The stars lean down to kiss you, I lie awake to miss you. ♥

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

不开心

我很不开心。Sometime I really feel Everything is fated. When u really work hard for that thing. Definitely there Will be lots of obstacle infront of u. Stopping u to proceed. I am in that stage now. So so so sad. when u tell me I will stay in this branch to do sales den dont take away the hope from me. Disappointed :( my boss nv fail to gie empty promise. How to work in this kind of environment? I am so sick of working here:( maybe its time for me to move on. Shud I move on or bear with it? Really donno :( Having insomnia whole night. Me and baby relationship give a deep thought also. 4yrs+, he is still caring enuf to fetch me from my workplace But he didn't give the love I want. He seems like want me to grow up. He knows what he wan. Me leh? Still in the middle of the ocean looking for direction. So so so lost......

Monday, January 16, 2012

Hmmms, once a person told me. Down the road for 5years will u still rmb tat person? Haa haa. Memory will fade. All is time. Think back I really think is true coz can't rmb much of details. Juz got some tot to share. Haa haa.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Nice outing :)

Ystd meet up with Dar and yilong at bugis :) went to ms Kwan and pray ! After tat head to vivo to meet lence. He wanna get clothes for cny :) went different shop to look around. Yilong is more enthu den lence lor. Yilong basically try everything that he likes. Damn jialat !!! Lence manage to buy 1 jeans ! After that kenneth saw my tag in my fb so he join us. Yilong bought one tommy hilfiger poly tees. The ppl in TH look down on us eh. Maybe we look young?? Haa haa. There is promo for amex card. I ask them whether can use for the discount den they serve us more politely. Tsk tsk. All this philipino !!! They were so angry that they comment in the shop. Haa haa. After that went Maxwell for dinner. I am sick therefore they have to acc me eat porridge. Shud have take down lence eat until very Xinku face ! I share with xiaowei coz it too big bowl. Somemore sick basically not much appetite also. Finally it's already 9+ we had some camwhoring session den we head to one fullerton. Stay till 11+. Home sweet home :) the guy still have programme after that. Young kids sia. Admit that I am old already. Ystd walk a bit feel tired Liao partly maybe I am sick?

Kind of disappointed with vin because it's not first time I wanted to have Chanel 2.55 bag. It's already in my blog wishlist for donno how long. Now adays the price already raise up to 7.5k in singapore. Ask him to split the amount he agree unwillingly saying I keep pester him. If he juz agree steadily would I have pester him? He even said straight in my face doesnt sound like joking, ask me to consider chging new bf who can buy me chanel bag. Hello i said share? Not like buying one himself? I say anniversary, bdae and any occassion also no need juz exchange for that bag. Is it that tough? I hate ppl saying me. The next few days I won msg him unless he initiate the msg. Y shud I always be the one who msg him? I am so so so sick of it. Fine ! Anyway I wouldn't depend on guys. I bought diamond ring and bag myself ! I don need guys. If I were to depend on u guys I would have die earlier. I am modern era women :)
Cheers to all independent woman :)
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Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Taiwan here I come

Ppl go overseas usually enjoy themselves. Donno y I go overseas so emo. Hais. Hope this trip is a fruitful trip. Will blog again when I am back. No mood aihui

Saturday, August 13, 2011

White hair growing

Can feel that my white hair is growing. I seems to be under alot of stress. Sch assignment is giving me hell lots of stress. If I din go Ipoh den I won be so stress Liao. Next fri I am gg to visit my colleague ivy coz she is having her maternity now. We gg over to find her. Shun Bian enjoy. I don think I can enjoy. The day I leave I got 1 assignment due. When I leave I got another assignment due. Hais hais hais. If vin noe I am nagging down here. He sure say who call u wan to study so don grumble. So true. Nobody force me so I got no right to grumble..... Tml lesson 8.30am at clementi. Time check 1.20am in the morning. Tml donno wan to meet vin or shud I stay home rush my assignment. Most prob staying at home ba. I am living for myself and not for others. Life is so short. Don understand why we study dao zhe me xing ku.... Gonna slp early Le......! Hais hais hais.....!

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

LUCKY ME

really wanna thank ms kwan and mr wen chang jun. bless my life shun shun li li with everything i do. work for now still ok. my exam result is out. still tot i gonna fail my paper coz plagarism but i am shocking to see my result with B. gonna maintain my GPA throughout. i wanna attain my 2nd class honour. GOD BLESS ME. i am gg for my 2nd yr (: happy happy happy. celebrate with my family member at home (: really zhi zu. really like walk one round from the death place feeling. not gonna be so lucky everytime. really treasure the chance they give me this time round. really gonna start studying hard. try not to skip class (: really will try this time round. marketing mix management only attend 1 class out of 6. i got B. think my understanding skill of reading myself seems not bad. think gg sch will be better. not gonna be lucky everytime. TSK TSK of OH AI HUI. pls slap me if ever i think of skipping class. really thankful for my 2nd chance. still having my hols. no hols plan this yr coz mr vin cannot take leave from his new company. i have got 23 days of leave to use but i intend to keep 10days for next yr which means to say i got 13days to use before this dec (: guys...! u can jio me for hols or anything. i can go like 2 weeks. lol...! shall stop my crap. be thankful for what u have in life. LIKE SRERIOUSLY...! work hard peeps (:

Friday, May 27, 2011

contradicting life....

so fast may is ending. last mth, end of april went hk. so fast 1mth pass already. time juz flew by so fast. hk is such barbaric place. their ppl there is so barbaric. i will nv go there again.still not a bad place if their ppl there can be more polite like taiwan. they have nice place like disney land and macau. no wonder vin don wan to go with me. they don like tourist to go their country. when we bargain with them they don cut the price. after we left i turn back they stare at us. WHAT KIND OF STUPID ATTITUDE. macaus is a nice place (: went to their casino. i win sing dollar 200+. hee hee. win a bit of my trip money (:
juz finish my last paper on thurs. din have much sleep though. today went for work nearly overslept. lucky mummy wake me up if not i really overslept lor. workplace is still normal din have much things. exam is still manageable.
june is coming.... daddy bdae, vin bdae and our 3rd yr anniversary...! daddy is getting ang bao den what shud i give vin? recently big damage on my pocket bcoz i bought bling bling. haa haa. when i bought my bling bling the sales girl saw my age she was so shock. she say so young wanna buy such ring liao. ask me keep properly put inside bag and zip up my bag. so funny. haa haa. bling bling is one of my wishlist....! finally can cancel off. more to come (: (:
been looking for good deal for gg bkk. i wanna go bkk with jiejie. can shop till we drop den go massage. i miss their massage. so cheap laaaaaaa. anyone got saw any promotion do let me noe eh. i still got lots of leave to clear....! this yr went bkk with baby den hk with my colleague. next shall be bkk and taiwan....!
shall end my nonsense. lastly my random tot.
sometimes i don understand y are we working so hard? on the way back home, on train i was thinking what do we wan in life? high pay? gd career path? gd bf? gd frens and colleague? sometime life when u r given one thing u will ask for more? isnt it true? sometime i wish i wasnt given. once u got branded wallet u will ask for bag. when u got a branded bag and u saw another branded bag u will buy again. when u stop and think. will u really use this bags? the ans is NO. next what else will u ask for? a car? an apartment? hais. sometime when u think back i really do feel that i am very fortunate. at the age of 21. i have branded bag and wallet, watches that i don really wear, diamond ring, credit cards , gd pay, gd fren, gd colleague, gd bf. what if one day my luck is being used up? what will i left with? having high pay u will have a price to pay. sometime i do feel to turn back the time. maybe i wouldnt work in the bank? but i also feel life shud not stay as where u r. u shud work hard when u r young. life is juz so contradicting. ...
人总是失去了才会真希。anyway i still believe 吃的苦中苦，方为人上人。take care ppl. drink more water (:

Friday, April 22, 2011

nong nong time

really very long din update my blog le.
nth much happen recently. life been mundane. juz addicted to cards. gotten 6 cards at one go. WRONG. shud say 7. one more on the way. maybank...! hope i can get my long champ bag for free. PLS.....! i really like the bag alot..!
i am leaving singapore in 3days... woohooo...! hope its really enjoying.
my boy is flying in 24hrs..! he is buying lots of loot for me also (: hee hee.
when he come back i already at hk le. hope he will come fetch me when i come back from hk (: if not i will break his leg. lol...! jk de (:
sch life is not stress coz i am having my cant be bothered thinking again. pass jiu pass cannot pass jiu take again thinking. really slack on my studies. don think my gba can maintain this semester. SIANZ....! juz choosen course for my next semester. anyway tis sem i already have a killer which is accounting... OMG la. if really can pass accounting is MIRACLE. no BLUFF...!
bought lots of tidbits and cup noodle for hk trip. HAVENT pack my luggage. baby also havent pack his. anyway he left 24hr also din pack wats more i still got 3days. haa haaa.
when u gotten 1 u will wan more of it. no one is content in wat they have now. THATS LIFE. MOVE ON. nobody will wait for u. NO matter how i hate studies i won stop at my diploma bcoz i noe i CANT. my white hair is growing ):
PRAY for me. my life at workplace doesnt seems shun li. i wan to be PFC. who can grant my wish? HAIS. i have been working for 1yr 5mths le.
ystd went for kenneth surprise bdae party at boon keng. hope he likes the present we prepare for him (: after so long first time meet up with eco718. its been so long la. really love the meetup. more meetup pls (:
gonna slp le (: its late. take care peeps (: drink plenty of water.

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

BONUS~moola.

seems like every mth den i will touch this blog once.
march juz came back from bkk. enjoying trip i got (:
spend 6days with no stress. the moment my plane touched down singapore there goes the stress and emoness. which mean i need to work, rush project, rush assignment and quiz.
this week getting our bonus moola (: i am spending 2k on my hk trip liao lor. not much money left anyway. sianz like shit. work so hard in the end money spend on the trip. tsk tsk. gonna start saving for next semester sch fees.
excited abt my hk trip (: first time gg hk with my colleague. hope its a nice trip. not gonna spend much money.
i have new wish list for myself tis yr. seems so far to achieve it.
there goes my wish list
1. go bintan after my hk trip
2. go taiwan after my bintan trip
3. a 0.45 d colour diamond ring ( hope baby can buy for me )
there are actually alot more. i feel all is a want not a need at all. tsk tsk. wat hazel say is true. the more u earn the more u tend to spend. not gd habit at all. gonna start saving le. TSK.
gonna slp le.. its late. nite peeps. will try to update more (:

Thursday, February 3, 2011

chinese new yr !

its been long since i blog le (:
life still good. pre-monition tat 2011 is nt a gd yr for me.
chosen finanical accounting, contract & law agency, qm, marketing and essential writing for my sch. so so so sianz when u need to do assignment during cny period. juz finish my assignment online. emo like shit.

hais. chg new boss.hope my career life will still be gd. snake tis yr muz ren...! i will ren de. for the sake of the money. my lucky colour is yellow and digit is 9. my nails are all paint with gold colour which is also yellow (: wearing lots of gold to block away all the bad thing. pls pls pls don let my pre-monition come true. i wan a 顺顺利利 life for 2011. best is to have promotion tis yr !!

daddy gave me a very big ang bao i am like so shock to take it. i still tot he gave wrongly coz i open mum and sis de. mine is the biggest with 3 digit eh. so so so happy la (: my best daddy ! mummy standard every yr gave the same amount (: my reaction is too big tat jiejie ask me how much. LOL..! daddy every yr has been bias to me anyway (: maybe i am the youngest? haa haa.. daddy is always the wei da one coz he can work a job for 30+yrs. feeding us till so big. if he don have job and keep chging job how can he support us? i wan daddy to retrench soon. i swear to earn lots of money.

hmmms, baby msg me saying i got a few angbaos even i am nt with him. haa haa. he still wanna split my share. LOL..! tonite gonna 發 ah...! ppl wish me luck. gonna use 2buck to win big money. haa haa. we r gg bkk tis march (: yay..! book air tix and hotel le (: its been so long since we go bkk le. 2yrs ago we last went there? counting down 28days to my bkk trip (: (: (: skip class also muz go ah !

few days ago listen to xiao zhu new song. "拼什么"? wat r we fighting for in life? my ans to it is whether u wan a gd or bad life in the future. if u juz wan a simple and content life of coz u won be stress and leading a carefree life. on the other side, if u wan a gd life of coz u got a price to pay for it. u have to go thru bitter den u will have sweetness. i am gg thru tis now. donno how long i can hang on. really hope i can REN...! 能忍成金。hope everyone can follow wat is say muz rennnnnnn....!

today is 初一。hope those that r working de 事事顺利. those studying de 学业进步. those who have their partner de 天天蜜蜜 (: those gambler 發 AHHHHHH....! take care ppl. drink more water when u lots of heaty food (:

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011 (:

its 2011 (: will the world end on 2012? even it end on 2012 life still has to go on.
how did i celebrate my countdown? old le din really have much thing to do.
end work early ystd join my colleague for lunch. after tat head down to bugis find bi. bus over to marina square to meet lotti and yp.
had our dinner at coffee club. the food still nt bad. next we went for our movie. we sit third row from the front. my neck is aching la. we watched the tourist (: the show is nt bad. worth watching (:
after tat found a gd spot to watch fireworks. the firework lasted 7mins (:
lotti sent us home. when we reached home, i told bi tat 08 countdown i stil have the firework video outside DXO. time juz past so fast la....
how did i spent my day for 010111? basically wanted to nua at home coz i am really tired even when bi msg me i din reply him. slept all the way till 12 den i received a msg from xj. she ask me out (:
seems standard we go out on PUBLIC HOLS when its so packed. same place we went bugis this time coz of my appointment. din really wanna go. SO SO SO lazy...
did my treatment very fast. she is complaining hungry so we went for lunch at yoshinoya. after tat head back to yishun. got cravings to eat ice cream from swensen so we had our tea break from swensen (:
xj bf came to fetch her so i bus home. came home chg to my plain clothes and went to slp. too tired le. my bf is the powerful one. slept less den 6hrs still can go out. LOL...!
wrapping up from last yr. started my studying life in SIM. wanted to get out from it soon (: i am happy with my grades. C+ for marketing, C+ for OB, B- for management and A for statistic (:
worked for OCBC for 1yrs. gotten my 1mth aws bonus. counted lucky to have gd colleague and manager in branch. working towards to be a PFC. earn lots of money.
frens who come to my bdae celebration. hope as time past we will still meetup for coffee and chit chat sessions (:
havent been putting up pic cos really alot. maybe i shud juz put few recent pic (:
wish everyone have a gd yr ahead !! everything shun shun li li. HUAT AR...!

Thursday, December 16, 2010

30th monthsary

It's me and baby 30th mths anniversary :) baby off but I need to work. Sianzz
Gotten my 13mths bonus moola. So happy laaa..!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

shanghai night !

juz come back from phuket. most photo is with bi fren coz we take each other photo. i only have their photo. will upload soon for phuket trip. the sun IS POWDERFUL LAAAA. 1 day scorching. the other 3days raining.
OC shanghai nite ! lots of photo taken. how blur can i be? charge my camera din bring my camera out. OMG LAAAA. its the same as bring camera but no batt. forever so blur. wake up early to curl my hair. the result nt bad. i don look old. haa haa. LOVE my jade bangle. take train from cck to woodlands with my cheong sam. we are like freak la. ppl are staring at us. OCBC so broke meh?!! don let us claim taxi fare. make us go woodland den provide us bus. CUI..!!
the dish is so oily la.. especially the pork ! bth. ate shark fins and abalone (: took alot of photo but only upload some coz i am lazy.
exam is coming so soon i am still in my hols mood. HOLS HOLS HOLS. my exam will be over after 23rd nov !
shall end of here. bye ppl (: will try to upload more.

Friday, October 1, 2010

BIG DAMAGE !

DAMAGE FOR THE MONTH !!!

Monday, September 27, 2010

lantern festival (:

how long can happiest moment stay?
以前的人，两个在一起是天长地久。
现在的人，两个人能在一起多久？

Friday, September 24, 2010

sis & me !

hmmms, went to MBS with jiejie to celebrate xiaohui's 21st birthday on last sat ! so pack la. she invited quite a lot of ppl. book 2 room link to each other. first thing went there is so awkward la. donno much of the ppl there. went down mbs with jiejie to walk walk (: nth much coz the thing is so ex la !! guess the yan yan tidbits from meiji cost how much? 5buck eh !! imagine i can get it from sheng siong at 85cents. SO EX LAAAAA. jiejie and me is so hungry la. din get to eat anything. waited till ard 9.45 she cut her cake. ate her cake den off we went. can out from MBS to marina bay is juz short distance and it cost us 10buck ! OMG LOR !! cab uncle earn so much can !! meet baby for supper coz i am SUPER hungry. went to jalan kayu for prata (: its nice coz i think i am hungry !
today went to work with a very emo mood. donno y. hazel saw me at train station den we went to work tgt. did a lot of mistake during work place. damn JIALAT. TOTALLY nt in the mood to work. call like 2-3 customer juz to come back and clear my mistake. HAIS !! shall end off my post ! today is nt a gd day for me...
I HATE THE FATS ON MY BODY !
I HATE THE SHAPE OF MY EYEBROW !
y cant we be perfect? enuf of my randomness. so so envy ppl Rs. SERIOUS. hais. donno wat has got into me. making me so freaking EMO. in life, everyone has their own character. i don believe in who suits who. is juz how u accomodate tat person.... life juz continues till the day u stop breathing........

Saturday, September 4, 2010

BUBBLES (:

当旧的泡沫破掉
会有新的泡沫飞起生命就是这样继续

Thursday, September 2, 2010

jiejie bdae (:

finally my project and discussion are OVER (: (:
my last assignment for statistic to be done by 16th sept.
take a break 1st den do. haa haa (:
sometime stress is a gd thing BUT stress give me WHITE hair !!
today wake jiejie up to have lunch with me & mummy. we went to eat fish &co. LOL !
photo taking session though very cui !
acc jiejie go library after tat. gonna get MC for tis sat lesson.
after tat maybe head down to suntec to take a look at IT show.
i wanna get myself a thumb drive ! RED COLOUR DE ! it seems diff to get a red one.
my difficult time are over (: my boy gg reservist in 1 week time !
i will miss him sia !! daddy & mummy gg overseas mth end also. CUI !!
i will be alone at home. emo like shit !!
donno wat else to add on (: will try nt to leave my blog so empty !
take care ppl ! cheerios (:

Saturday, August 21, 2010

LIFE.....

donno y couldnt slp. got the urge to blog tis lil space of mine.
SERIOUSLY, i donno how long i can hang on to it. everyday of my life i am competing with time. if a day is 48hrs it will be so gd la. 1 project is finally down. 2 more coming up. HAIS. 1 discussion to be complete. every week 2-3days of class + work + project + assignment. HAIS.. i really cannot breathe le lor.
I couldnt slp coz i saw jiejie sms. if give me a chance i would give up everything to choose happiness & healthy and safety to my family.
i REALLY wish jiejie could shun shun li li get her diploma on jan 2011. i don wish for anything more. i doubt she will read my blog anyway.
mon is my off day. i miss XJ !!! finally i noe wat is FML. FUCK MY LIFE. asking her is the correct person (: she definitely will noe wats the meaning (: she will be meeting me out. donno from when i din see her le lor. time juz past so fast. after awhile i will be flying to phucket.next i will be preparing for my exam. den blah blah blah... life juz carry on. SIANZ ! if i am rich, i wouldnt wan to work and study at the same time its so tiring I SWEAR. i couldnt juggle at all.
i am lucky to have a very understanding bf. unlike my mum, she fucking juz wan me to care abt my sis, comfort her. den who come and comfort me? who come and give me time? who come and help me do my project? am i the elder sis or is she the one?
i had enuf of ranting. HAIS. FUCK MY LIFE and TIRED WITH my FUCKUP LIFE.
take care ppl. cheerios !

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

sch + work

Hmmms, very long din touch tis lil space of mine. last time been whining for work life. Now gonna whine work life + studies. Deadline for GBA and online quiz is so so so near. After this week got another discussion forum to post. So pack la..
Work life still ok. Been manageable. I am so nt Enuf of time. Who wanna yang me so that I can focus on my studies. Lol ! OB quiz 70 out of 100. Marketing quiz 85 out of 100 :)
Busy busy busy life. My colleague say I lead a fulfilling life coz I am always busy with things. She very envy. Haa Haa .
Just past baby and me 26mths anniversary ! Still counting on. I am waiting for oct so that I can fly to Phuket. After that still need prepare for exam. Sianz ! Dec is me working in ocbc 1yr. And my bonus :) Haa Haa. excited and looking forward. Shall end my random post. Iphone 4 white !! Take care ppl. Drink more water. Chaos ! .

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Wish upon a star

bracies
be PFC
bi with me
buy a car before 2013
~~a diamond ring~~
chanel 2.55 bag (:
LV damier series bag
SLIM DOWN !!
graduate from SIM
ppl ard her will be happy
~~thailand~~ & ~~hong kong~~