Start a new fresh

2012-01-16T10:08:00.002+08:00

Hmmms, once a person told me. Down the road for 5years will u still rmb tat person? Haa haa. Memory will fade. All is time. Think back I really think is true coz can't rmb much of details. Juz got some tot to share. Haa haa.

Nice outing :)

2011-12-31T10:11:00.002+08:00

Ystd meet up with Dar and yilong at bugis :) went to ms Kwan and pray ! After tat head to vivo to meet lence. He wanna get clothes for cny :) went different shop to look around. Yilong is more enthu den lence lor. Yilong basically try everything that he likes. Damn jialat !!! Lence manage to buy 1 jeans ! After that kenneth saw my tag in my fb so he join us. Yilong bought one tommy hilfiger poly tees. The ppl in TH look down on us eh. Maybe we look young?? Haa haa. There is promo for amex card. I ask them whether can use for the discount den they serve us more politely. Tsk tsk. All this philipino !!! They were so angry that they comment in the shop. Haa haa. After that went Maxwell for dinner. I am sick therefore they have to acc me eat porridge. Shud have take down lence eat until very Xinku face ! I share with xiaowei coz it too big bowl. Somemore sick basically not much appetite also. Finally it's already 9+ we had some camwhoring session den we head to one fullerton. Stay till 11+. Home sweet home :) the guy still have programme after that. Young kids sia. Admit that I am old already. Ystd walk a bit feel tired Liao partly maybe I am sick?

Kind of disappointed with vin because it's not first time I wanted to have Chanel 2.55 bag. It's already in my blog wishlist for donno how long. Now adays the price already raise up to 7.5k in singapore. Ask him to split the amount he agree unwillingly saying I keep pester him. If he juz agree steadily would I have pester him? He even said straight in my face doesnt sound like joking, ask me to consider chging new bf who can buy me chanel bag. Hello i said share? Not like buying one himself? I say anniversary, bdae and any occassion also no need juz exchange for that bag. Is it that tough? I hate ppl saying me. The next few days I won msg him unless he initiate the msg. Y shud I always be the one who msg him? I am so so so sick of it. Fine ! Anyway I wouldn't depend on guys. I bought diamond ring and bag myself ! I don need guys. If I were to depend on u guys I would have die earlier. I am modern era women :)
Cheers to all independent woman :)
Ps :

Taiwan here I come

2011-10-19T23:26:00.002+08:00

Ppl go overseas usually enjoy themselves. Donno y I go overseas so emo. Hais. Hope this trip is a fruitful trip. Will blog again when I am back. No mood aihui

White hair growing

2011-08-13T01:17:00.002+08:00

Can feel that my white hair is growing. I seems to be under alot of stress. Sch assignment is giving me hell lots of stress. If I din go Ipoh den I won be so stress Liao. Next fri I am gg to visit my colleague ivy coz she is having her maternity now. We gg over to find her. Shun Bian enjoy. I don think I can enjoy. The day I leave I got 1 assignment due. When I leave I got another assignment due. Hais hais hais. If vin noe I am nagging down here. He sure say who call u wan to study so don grumble. So true. Nobody force me so I got no right to grumble..... Tml lesson 8.30am at clementi. Time check 1.20am in the morning. Tml donno wan to meet vin or shud I stay home rush my assignment. Most prob staying at home ba. I am living for myself and not for others. Life is so short. Don understand why we study dao zhe me xing ku.... Gonna slp early Le......! Hais hais hais.....!

LUCKY ME

2011-06-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

really wanna thank ms kwan and mr wen chang jun. bless my life shun shun li li with everything i do. work for now still ok. my exam result is out. still tot i gonna fail my paper coz plagarism but i am shocking to see my result with B. gonna maintain my GPA throughout. i wanna attain my 2nd class honour. GOD BLESS ME. i am gg for my 2nd yr (: happy happy happy. celebrate with my family member at home (: really zhi zu. really like walk one round from the death place feeling. not gonna be so lucky everytime. really treasure the chance they give me this time round. really gonna start studying hard. try not to skip class (: really will try this time round. marketing mix management only attend 1 class out of 6. i got B. think my understanding skill of reading myself seems not bad. think gg sch will be better. not gonna be lucky everytime. TSK TSK of OH AI HUI. pls slap me if ever i think of skipping class. really thankful for my 2nd chance. still having my hols. no hols plan this yr coz mr vin cannot take leave from his new company. i have got 23 days of leave to use but i intend to keep 10days for next yr which means to say i got 13days to use before this dec (: guys...! u can jio me for hols or anything. i can go like 2 weeks. lol...! shall stop my crap. be thankful for what u have in life. LIKE SRERIOUSLY...! work hard peeps (:

contradicting life....

2011-05-27T23:09:00.006+08:00

so fast may is ending. last mth, end of april went hk. so fast 1mth pass already. time juz flew by so fast. hk is such barbaric place. their ppl there is so barbaric. i will nv go there again.still not a bad place if their ppl there can be more polite like taiwan. they have nice place like disney land and macau. no wonder vin don wan to go with me. they don like tourist to go their country. when we bargain with them they don cut the price. after we left i turn back they stare at us. WHAT KIND OF STUPID ATTITUDE. macaus is a nice place (: went to their casino. i win sing dollar 200+. hee hee. win a bit of my trip money (:
juz finish my last paper on thurs. din have much sleep though. today went for work nearly overslept. lucky mummy wake me up if not i really overslept lor. workplace is still normal din have much things. exam is still manageable.
june is coming.... daddy bdae, vin bdae and our 3rd yr anniversary...! daddy is getting ang bao den what shud i give vin? recently big damage on my pocket bcoz i bought bling bling. haa haa. when i bought my bling bling the sales girl saw my age she was so shock. she say so young wanna buy such ring liao. ask me keep properly put inside bag and zip up my bag. so funny. haa haa. bling bling is one of my wishlist....! finally can cancel off. more to come (: (:
been looking for good deal for gg bkk. i wanna go bkk with jiejie. can shop till we drop den go massage. i miss their massage. so cheap laaaaaaa. anyone got saw any promotion do let me noe eh. i still got lots of leave to clear....! this yr went bkk with baby den hk with my colleague. next shall be bkk and taiwan....!
shall end my nonsense. lastly my random tot.
sometimes i don understand y are we working so hard? on the way back home, on train i was thinking what do we wan in life? high pay? gd career path? gd bf? gd frens and colleague? sometime life when u r given one thing u will ask for more? isnt it true? sometime i wish i wasnt given. once u got branded wallet u will ask for bag. when u got a branded bag and u saw another branded bag u will buy again. when u stop and think. will u really use this bags? the ans is NO. next what else will u ask for? a car? an apartment? hais. sometime when u think back i really do feel that i am very fortunate. at the age of 21. i have branded bag and wallet, watches that i don really wear, diamond ring, credit cards , gd pay, gd fren, gd colleague, gd bf. what if one day my luck is being used up? what will i left with? having high pay u will have a price to pay. sometime i do feel to turn back the time. maybe i wouldnt work in the bank? but i also feel life shud not stay as where u r. u shud work hard when u r young. life is juz so contradicting. ...
人总是失去了才会真希。anyway i still believe 吃的苦中苦，方为人上人。take care ppl. drink more water (:

nong nong time

2011-04-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

really very long din update my blog le.
nth much happen recently. life been mundane. juz addicted to cards. gotten 6 cards at one go. WRONG. shud say 7. one more on the way. maybank...! hope i can get my long champ bag for free. PLS.....! i really like the bag alot..!
i am leaving singapore in 3days... woohooo...! hope its really enjoying.
my boy is flying in 24hrs..! he is buying lots of loot for me also (: hee hee.
when he come back i already at hk le. hope he will come fetch me when i come back from hk (: if not i will break his leg. lol...! jk de (:
sch life is not stress coz i am having my cant be bothered thinking again. pass jiu pass cannot pass jiu take again thinking. really slack on my studies. don think my gba can maintain this semester. SIANZ....! juz choosen course for my next semester. anyway tis sem i already have a killer which is accounting... OMG la. if really can pass accounting is MIRACLE. no BLUFF...!
bought lots of tidbits and cup noodle for hk trip. HAVENT pack my luggage. baby also havent pack his. anyway he left 24hr also din pack wats more i still got 3days. haa haaa.
when u gotten 1 u will wan more of it. no one is content in wat they have now. THATS LIFE. MOVE ON. nobody will wait for u. NO matter how i hate studies i won stop at my diploma bcoz i noe i CANT. my white hair is growing ):
PRAY for me. my life at workplace doesnt seems shun li. i wan to be PFC. who can grant my wish? HAIS. i have been working for 1yr 5mths le.
ystd went for kenneth surprise bdae party at boon keng. hope he likes the present we prepare for him (: after so long first time meet up with eco718. its been so long la. really love the meetup. more meetup pls (:
gonna slp le (: its late. take care peeps (: drink plenty of water.

BONUS~moola.

2011-03-30T00:08:00.002+08:00

seems like every mth den i will touch this blog once.
march juz came back from bkk. enjoying trip i got (:
spend 6days with no stress. the moment my plane touched down singapore there goes the stress and emoness. which mean i need to work, rush project, rush assignment and quiz.
this week getting our bonus moola (: i am spending 2k on my hk trip liao lor. not much money left anyway. sianz like shit. work so hard in the end money spend on the trip. tsk tsk. gonna start saving for next semester sch fees.
excited abt my hk trip (: first time gg hk with my colleague. hope its a nice trip. not gonna spend much money.
i have new wish list for myself tis yr. seems so far to achieve it.
there goes my wish list
1. go bintan after my hk trip
2. go taiwan after my bintan trip
3. a 0.45 d colour diamond ring ( hope baby can buy for me )
there are actually alot more. i feel all is a want not a need at all. tsk tsk. wat hazel say is true. the more u earn the more u tend to spend. not gd habit at all. gonna start saving le. TSK.
gonna slp le.. its late. nite peeps. will try to update more (:

chinese new yr !

2011-02-03T13:30:00.002+08:00

its been long since i blog le (:
life still good. pre-monition tat 2011 is nt a gd yr for me.
chosen finanical accounting, contract & law agency, qm, marketing and essential writing for my sch. so so so sianz when u need to do assignment during cny period. juz finish my assignment online. emo like shit.

hais. chg new boss.hope my career life will still be gd. snake tis yr muz ren...! i will ren de. for the sake of the money. my lucky colour is yellow and digit is 9. my nails are all paint with gold colour which is also yellow (: wearing lots of gold to block away all the bad thing. pls pls pls don let my pre-monition come true. i wan a 顺顺利利 life for 2011. best is to have promotion tis yr !!

daddy gave me a very big ang bao i am like so shock to take it. i still tot he gave wrongly coz i open mum and sis de. mine is the biggest with 3 digit eh. so so so happy la (: my best daddy ! mummy standard every yr gave the same amount (: my reaction is too big tat jiejie ask me how much. LOL..! daddy every yr has been bias to me anyway (: maybe i am the youngest? haa haa.. daddy is always the wei da one coz he can work a job for 30+yrs. feeding us till so big. if he don have job and keep chging job how can he support us? i wan daddy to retrench soon. i swear to earn lots of money.

hmmms, baby msg me saying i got a few angbaos even i am nt with him. haa haa. he still wanna split my share. LOL..! tonite gonna 發 ah...! ppl wish me luck. gonna use 2buck to win big money. haa haa. we r gg bkk tis march (: yay..! book air tix and hotel le (: its been so long since we go bkk le. 2yrs ago we last went there? counting down 28days to my bkk trip (: (: (: skip class also muz go ah !

few days ago listen to xiao zhu new song. "拼什么"? wat r we fighting for in life? my ans to it is whether u wan a gd or bad life in the future. if u juz wan a simple and content life of coz u won be stress and leading a carefree life. on the other side, if u wan a gd life of coz u got a price to pay for it. u have to go thru bitter den u will have sweetness. i am gg thru tis now. donno how long i can hang on. really hope i can REN...! 能忍成金。hope everyone can follow wat is say muz rennnnnnn....!

today is 初一。hope those that r working de 事事顺利. those studying de 学业进步. those who have their partner de 天天蜜蜜 (: those gambler 發 AHHHHHH....! take care ppl. drink more water when u lots of heaty food (:

2011 (:

2011-01-01T22:41:00.005+08:00

its 2011 (: will the world end on 2012? even it end on 2012 life still has to go on.
how did i celebrate my countdown? old le din really have much thing to do.
end work early ystd join my colleague for lunch. after tat head down to bugis find bi. bus over to marina square to meet lotti and yp.
had our dinner at coffee club. the food still nt bad. next we went for our movie. we sit third row from the front. my neck is aching la. we watched the tourist (: the show is nt bad. worth watching (:
after tat found a gd spot to watch fireworks. the firework lasted 7mins (:
lotti sent us home. when we reached home, i told bi tat 08 countdown i stil have the firework video outside DXO. time juz past so fast la....
how did i spent my day for 010111? basically wanted to nua at home coz i am really tired even when bi msg me i din reply him. slept all the way till 12 den i received a msg from xj. she ask me out (:
seems standard we go out on PUBLIC HOLS when its so packed. same place we went bugis this time coz of my appointment. din really wanna go. SO SO SO lazy...
did my treatment very fast. she is complaining hungry so we went for lunch at yoshinoya. after tat head back to yishun. got cravings to eat ice cream from swensen so we had our tea break from swensen (:
xj bf came to fetch her so i bus home. came home chg to my plain clothes and went to slp. too tired le. my bf is the powerful one. slept less den 6hrs still can go out. LOL...!
wrapping up from last yr. started my studying life in SIM. wanted to get out from it soon (: i am happy with my grades. C+ for marketing, C+ for OB, B- for management and A for statistic (:
worked for OCBC for 1yrs. gotten my 1mth aws bonus. counted lucky to have gd colleague and manager in branch. working towards to be a PFC. earn lots of money.
frens who come to my bdae celebration. hope as time past we will still meetup for coffee and chit chat sessions (:
havent been putting up pic cos really alot. maybe i shud juz put few recent pic (:
wish everyone have a gd yr ahead !! everything shun shun li li. HUAT AR...!

30th monthsary

2010-12-16T00:49:00.002+08:00

It's me and baby 30th mths anniversary :) baby off but I need to work. Sianzz
Gotten my 13mths bonus moola. So happy laaa..!!

shanghai night !

2010-11-04T22:17:00.005+08:00

juz come back from phuket. most photo is with bi fren coz we take each other photo. i only have their photo. will upload soon for phuket trip. the sun IS POWDERFUL LAAAA. 1 day scorching. the other 3days raining.
OC shanghai nite ! lots of photo taken. how blur can i be? charge my camera din bring my camera out. OMG LAAAA. its the same as bring camera but no batt. forever so blur. wake up early to curl my hair. the result nt bad. i don look old. haa haa. LOVE my jade bangle. take train from cck to woodlands with my cheong sam. we are like freak la. ppl are staring at us. OCBC so broke meh?!! don let us claim taxi fare. make us go woodland den provide us bus. CUI..!!
the dish is so oily la.. especially the pork ! bth. ate shark fins and abalone (: took alot of photo but only upload some coz i am lazy.
exam is coming so soon i am still in my hols mood. HOLS HOLS HOLS. my exam will be over after 23rd nov !
shall end of here. bye ppl (: will try to upload more.

BIG DAMAGE !

2010-10-01T01:04:00.002+08:00

DAMAGE FOR THE MONTH !!!

lantern festival (:

2010-09-27T22:21:00.004+08:00

how long can happiest moment stay?
以前的人，两个在一起是天长地久。
现在的人，两个人能在一起多久？

sis & me !

2010-09-24T10:53:00.008+08:00

hmmms, went to MBS with jiejie to celebrate xiaohui's 21st birthday on last sat ! so pack la. she invited quite a lot of ppl. book 2 room link to each other. first thing went there is so awkward la. donno much of the ppl there. went down mbs with jiejie to walk walk (: nth much coz the thing is so ex la !! guess the yan yan tidbits from meiji cost how much? 5buck eh !! imagine i can get it from sheng siong at 85cents. SO EX LAAAAA. jiejie and me is so hungry la. din get to eat anything. waited till ard 9.45 she cut her cake. ate her cake den off we went. can out from MBS to marina bay is juz short distance and it cost us 10buck ! OMG LOR !! cab uncle earn so much can !! meet baby for supper coz i am SUPER hungry. went to jalan kayu for prata (: its nice coz i think i am hungry !
today went to work with a very emo mood. donno y. hazel saw me at train station den we went to work tgt. did a lot of mistake during work place. damn JIALAT. TOTALLY nt in the mood to work. call like 2-3 customer juz to come back and clear my mistake. HAIS !! shall end off my post ! today is nt a gd day for me...
I HATE THE FATS ON MY BODY !
I HATE THE SHAPE OF MY EYEBROW !
y cant we be perfect? enuf of my randomness. so so envy ppl Rs. SERIOUS. hais. donno wat has got into me. making me so freaking EMO. in life, everyone has their own character. i don believe in who suits who. is juz how u accomodate tat person.... life juz continues till the day u stop breathing........

BUBBLES (:

2010-09-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

当旧的泡沫破掉
会有新的泡沫飞起生命就是这样继续

jiejie bdae (:

2010-09-02T22:30:00.004+08:00

finally my project and discussion are OVER (: (:
my last assignment for statistic to be done by 16th sept.
take a break 1st den do. haa haa (:
sometime stress is a gd thing BUT stress give me WHITE hair !!
today wake jiejie up to have lunch with me & mummy. we went to eat fish &co. LOL !
photo taking session though very cui !
acc jiejie go library after tat. gonna get MC for tis sat lesson.
after tat maybe head down to suntec to take a look at IT show.
i wanna get myself a thumb drive ! RED COLOUR DE ! it seems diff to get a red one.
my difficult time are over (: my boy gg reservist in 1 week time !
i will miss him sia !! daddy & mummy gg overseas mth end also. CUI !!
i will be alone at home. emo like shit !!
donno wat else to add on (: will try nt to leave my blog so empty !
take care ppl ! cheerios (:

LIFE.....

2010-08-21T00:54:00.002+08:00

donno y couldnt slp. got the urge to blog tis lil space of mine.
SERIOUSLY, i donno how long i can hang on to it. everyday of my life i am competing with time. if a day is 48hrs it will be so gd la. 1 project is finally down. 2 more coming up. HAIS. 1 discussion to be complete. every week 2-3days of class + work + project + assignment. HAIS.. i really cannot breathe le lor.
I couldnt slp coz i saw jiejie sms. if give me a chance i would give up everything to choose happiness & healthy and safety to my family.
i REALLY wish jiejie could shun shun li li get her diploma on jan 2011. i don wish for anything more. i doubt she will read my blog anyway.
mon is my off day. i miss XJ !!! finally i noe wat is FML. FUCK MY LIFE. asking her is the correct person (: she definitely will noe wats the meaning (: she will be meeting me out. donno from when i din see her le lor. time juz past so fast. after awhile i will be flying to phucket.next i will be preparing for my exam. den blah blah blah... life juz carry on. SIANZ ! if i am rich, i wouldnt wan to work and study at the same time its so tiring I SWEAR. i couldnt juggle at all.
i am lucky to have a very understanding bf. unlike my mum, she fucking juz wan me to care abt my sis, comfort her. den who come and comfort me? who come and give me time? who come and help me do my project? am i the elder sis or is she the one?
i had enuf of ranting. HAIS. FUCK MY LIFE and TIRED WITH my FUCKUP LIFE.
take care ppl. cheerios !

sch + work

2010-08-18T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hmmms, very long din touch tis lil space of mine. last time been whining for work life. Now gonna whine work life + studies. Deadline for GBA and online quiz is so so so near. After this week got another discussion forum to post. So pack la..
Work life still ok. Been manageable. I am so nt Enuf of time. Who wanna yang me so that I can focus on my studies. Lol ! OB quiz 70 out of 100. Marketing quiz 85 out of 100 :)
Busy busy busy life. My colleague say I lead a fulfilling life coz I am always busy with things. She very envy. Haa Haa .
Just past baby and me 26mths anniversary ! Still counting on. I am waiting for oct so that I can fly to Phuket. After that still need prepare for exam. Sianz ! Dec is me working in ocbc 1yr. And my bonus :) Haa Haa. excited and looking forward. Shall end my random post. Iphone 4 white !! Take care ppl. Drink more water. Chaos ! .

july (:

2010-07-12T12:35:00.002+08:00

july july july !
been staring at the screen for a very long time. really donno wat to blog.
my life been the same. eat, slp, work. today is my off day.
watch the show summer desire ! very nice ! cant wait for next week episode..
gonna get my book tis sat (: baby is gg with me. whahahaha !
yet to get my timetable for sch. sianzzzzzzz !
wanna plan end of yr go TAIWAN !
more to blog when i got feel....

genting (:

2010-06-24T22:36:00.007+08:00

the kids (:

shall update when i got more feel. LOL ! very lil pic taken. 1st time gg to casino.
OH AI HUI IS GROWING FAT !! BTH !!

daddy bdae !

2010-06-24T22:24:00.003+08:00

2yrs anniversary (:

1606 is daddy 60th bdae ! bring daddy to boon keng ban heng restaurant for lunch buffet. the food ok only ba. eat till damn full can ! after tat send them home. acc baby go malaysia to pump oil. daddy bdae is our 2nd yr anniversary. time really flies.

thx baby for being tolerant of my temper, my clumsiness, my blur fuck. LOL !

after tat acc him to his new hse ! in future baby will stay very near me le (:

shall carry on with my genting post (:

baby's bdae !

2010-06-15T22:15:00.018+08:00

oreo cheese cake (:

my colleague say we got husband and wife look (:

natural look of us (:

MBS ! We havent go before ! RWS also..

the bdae boy (:

my baby boy (:

his fav soccer !

his colleague ! we r gg genting tgt (:

reflection (:

me & mei yun (:

sat morning wake up DAMN early. like 5am ! went to petrol and wash car. go back rest awhile gg bugis to pluck my eyebrow. baby gg to sim lim to do his system. first time i drive expressway! i drove to bugis from baby hse. though estimated time took a bit longer. LOL !!

after tat we got nth to do. went to IT show to take brochure before checking in to hotel. baby took phone brochure. i took brochure for laptop (:

hmmms, changi village hotel. room nt bad. we r like totally tired. slept all the way till night. walk to nearby foodcourt. we r like so lucky la. queue for the nasi lemak. we r the last 2nd. nearly out of stock. the nasi lemak OK only leh. donno y so many ppl queue leh.

after tat drive to harbourfront to meet his buddy. park at vivo den walk over to st james mono bar to meet them (:

i am nt supposed to drink coz i need to drive (: they stay all the way till 5 in the morning. by 3 i am already half dead. drive all the way back to bedok to alight his buddy den we drive back to hotel. next day the sun is so bright la. make us wake up ard 10+. check out early. go home with baby to have breakfast and lunch. bi ate the oreo cheesecake i made (: though i don think is very nice. can feel baby very appreciate it. haahaa. after tat head to IT show. bi manage to get his iphone. i also bought my laptop. DAMN BROKE can?

bi send me home after tat. he still went to play soc ! damn powerful can? donno where his energy come from. passion for SOC. BTH !!

baby present from me is tongue stud. i finally take out le. 5yrs le. so nt use to it. the way i talk also. slowly getting use (:

we r so shagged tat day we slept at 1030pm. i slept all the way till 9 am the day (: shioknessss! workplace ppl leave again. SO SAD ! abby is leaving us to other branch coz she promote le (:

shall update again ! i am tired. tml daddy celebration ! more photo coming !! take care ppl ! cheerios ! drink more water (:

never treat him/her as your priority when you are just his/her choice

hmmms

2010-06-07T22:28:00.002+08:00

well well, been neglecting tis little space of mine.
its been like a mth i type anything abt myself (:
everyday been doing the same thing. work, home & bf.
last mth neglect bf coz lil off day on sat & sun. tis whole mth off sat & sun. SHIOKNESS !
my basic pay increase le. happy happy (:
next mth onwards will be busy le. i am studying SIM july intake. HAPPY !
tis sun is bi bi bdae (: next wed is daddy bdae and our 2yrs anniversary ! den is our genting trip ! off for 1 whole week. happy happy !
more photo coming up ! (: take care ppl. cheerios !

nerd look

2010-05-18T12:40:00.001+08:00

i look nerd in bangs !! when will my fringe GROW ?! today off ! ltr maybe gg out with jiejie ! boring.... lazy blog much. tis mth is boring mth....

couldnt get to slp.....

2010-05-05T00:53:00.002+08:00

now its already 12.54.. donno y juz couldnt get to slp. browsing thru website and looking thru photos. to my amaze, the only girl who give up in our batch for our job is dating with my sec sch fren. the world is indeed small la.. xiujuan if u are still constantly read my blog tat guy is terence yeo.
got a feeling of being aimless in life. everyday life is work and off day. the colour to describe my life is black and white. mundane....
i donno whether am i physically tired or mentally tired. nearly throw temper on my colleague today. everyone has their duty to do. no matter how tired u r. at least do a lil and not laze ard. i did everything by myself. i show my attitude. she only help a bit. somehow i am sick with this job. no more passion in this job. everydays been doing the same thing. meeting diff kind of ppl in the world. be it nasty, irritating, annoying customer. HAIS.
tml is my off day after 3days of working. everyday before 1030 muz reached office to get myself prepared. 1030 start meeting. 11-7. 8 hrs of non stop working esp when the queue doesnt give u a chance to take a break. after 7 still got backroom duty for everyone of us. i am working like 10hrs everyday. is this kind of job really suits me? time juz past so fast. 6mths probation end alr. thinking of getting my bonus before i leave. no decision.......
last yr been to overseas 3 time. langkawi, batam and bangkok. i have yet to go on a flight this yr. can i leave singapore? i am really tired. i juz wan a break free from this busy city. even if u r sick the bank still has to open and serve cus. SIANSATION. the world still carry on to turn. it doesnt stop. june will be gg to genting for a short vacation.
can any kind souls go hongkong, bangkok, taiwan, perth, korea with me?
time check 1.32am i am still infront of the laptop. thinking of wat to type. went for SIM interview like 3 weeks ago. i have yet to receive any letters from them. doubt i will start sch in july. seriously don understand y they ask me to go for interview when i won be starting sch in july. IRRITATING.... if they din give me the hope of starting sch. i think by june i will be gg bangkok with my colleagues. NOW NTH !!! forget it.....
this yr supposed to be lots of my fren celebrating 21st bdae. from the start of yr 2010. june is the only 2nd invitation. does tat mean i got lil fren? or where has my fren gone to?
ever since leave sch diff ppl go diff path. i havent seen lots of fren. my 0718, 0612, fyp mate, iap, oc batch, pri sch fren.....
人生只能活一次，我的选择对吗？
everyone is working hard for wat they wan in life? wat do i wan in life?
y do i have so much question in life? y am i still wandering? where is my aim? HAIS.
last time check, 2am in the morning (: this entry took me 1hr plus to finish.
shall end of here. take care ppl. cheerios !

labour day (:

2010-05-02T21:58:00.002+08:00

BORING ! flu on the day i went for our girls outing. flu throughout the session ! lazy to blog much. more photo to be up soon (:

jiejie outing !

2010-04-22T20:01:00.001+08:00

malaysia trip !

2010-04-02T22:40:00.004+08:00

sandy's (:
mine & chye yan
pui yan (:

cute ice milk tea. LOL !

my drink. LOL !

the girls (:

chye yan & pui yan

today april 2nd. first time in my life taking bus to jb. nt bad experience. early in the morning reached custom let ppl comment. 1 uncle commented " very gd ma come down cut ppl queue". another girl commented " cut queue bloody hell". we r innocent party ! we donno the queue so long and they r queuing up ma. pui yan damn power cut cut cut less den 15mins we r up on the bus on the way to jb. so ps can ! don think i will wanna go jb on ph. KUA ZHANG lot of ppl la..

reached ard 11plus 12. cant decide wat to eat so we went to mong kok for lunch. eat maggie for lunch. haa haa.

shop ard city square whole day ! can u imagine how power r we? 5+ our manager come fetch us for dinner. had sting ray all tis for dinner. my pimple pop 2 ): damn sad la.

need to work continuous 5days. gonna turn in early. i am weak can? shop awhile my leg cannot tahan already ): realise i am fortunate and lucky enuf to have nice ppl ard me.

shall end off my post. more pics to come (: take care ppl ! cheerios !

blog blog (:

2010-03-19T22:53:00.003+08:00

very long din blog le ! nth much to update. juz pass bi & my 21st mths anniversary.
been really busy with work. hardship come first den sweetness ! i ren !
watch finish jiu xiang lai zhe ni ! damn nice ! muz watch ! though i don like the ending. haa haa.
songs in the drama (: shall end off here. tml still got work ! take care ppl ! ciaos !

只为爱上你

如果说这世界不够完美不够好
一定是在等我们亲手给它变得美好
就像爱看起来会那么少一定是
在等我们一起勇敢的寻找一起找到
一片片落叶为开出个花园
手牵手捱过整个冬天
每只蝴蝶为了飞
为了翩翩起舞先做一个茧
最美海岸线总是要很蜿蜒
才足够让人忘返流连
你的身边要不是
比天边还遥远勇气怎么出现
当我终于住进你的心里
分享同一个世界
身后错过痛过漫长情节
都变甜美
只有我了解这幸福感觉
美得值得去付出一切
能够遇见你认识你喜欢你爱上你
感谢我每滴眼泪
只有你明白我有多珍贵
好得值得你为我改变
请你继续温柔交换我灿烂笑容
一天一天到永远那一天
yeh 爱上你有多幸运
像是天使的礼物
我们不要辜负这幸福
一定要更加幸福
如果爱真的是那么的少
我们就一起守护我们得来不易的爱不被打扰
当你终于走到我的面前
完整所有的画面
就算苦辣酸甜尝过一遍
只剩喜悦
像是大雨过后晴朗的天宽阔而耀眼
每个黎明都需要有夜成全
往回看每兜一个圈
每一条迂回的曲线
都是为爱上你必须留的伏线

2010-03-11T22:21:00.001+08:00

more photos from chye yan ! the photos will do the talk (:

bye !

cck branch outing

2010-03-08T23:49:00.008+08:00

kunda & ka leong
abby (:

group photo !

kunda, ka leong and winne ( PFC)
abby and ivy ( teller )

jenny & roy

roy - csm

can spot me?

abby, ivy & chye yan (:

the girls (:

winne & alice (:

group photo

chye yan !

abby, ivy, luna & chye yan (:

luna ( SA ) & chye yan (:

me !

bm wife & kid (:

luna & kunda

me with my chawanmushi !

jolene ( my mentor )

danny - our BM

sunday went branch outing with my colleague (: after work cab down with puiyan and jolene. lucky din follow roy car. hanabi is at bukit timah. they lost their way and drive to amk. they u turn den manage to find the place.

the food not bad (: quite ex eh. nt the whole branch went. think only 15 of us. the bill can go up to 800+ ! so ex laaaaaaa. bm open a very big bottle of sakae. sad i din manage to take the photo !

ate till ard 9+ 10. home sweet home as everyone got work the next day.

today meet up with xw early in the morning. today off but still wake up as early as 830. meet her at jurong east to head down to SIM. finally enrol myself in. don think july intake can get in muz wait till jan de due to overwhelming response. after tat head down to tiong bahru for dinner den home sweet home to take a nap. upload some photo in fb and blog before i take my nap. now is juz blogging part only (:

enjoy xw acc ! she is working tis coming IT show. will drop by on sun (: lazy to blog much !

tml gonna work again ! SIANZ !! shall end off my nagging post. take care ppl. drink more water ! cheerios (:

tp (:

2010-02-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

ystd finally went for my third attempt TP (:
wake up damn early ard 6am in the morning to prepare and set off to meet my instructor at yck at 7am. the day before daddy stay awake to pray for chu 9. so i acc him coz i wanna pray also. stay awake till ard 12+. so tired for tp the next day. in the end my throat PAIN !!
I HATE nth but THROAT INFECTION ! got prob eating ): swallowing my saliva.
back to my TP (: finally pass on 3rd time. haa haa. i got the same tester for my 2nd time i think he recognise me so he fool me but shaking head telling me i will fail. in the end he pass me (:
so happy la !! is like finally i pass !!! finally i strike off the wish list.
baby fetch me from cdc. we went malaysia for lunch and petrol. reached singapore ard 1+. took a short nap before gg to bi's grandma 89th yr old celebration (:
today is my off day again (: morning wake up ard 5+ wanted to drink salt water. the feeling of cant swallow saliva is ke lian de lor. bi mummy ask me to gulp a cup of salt water. feeling much better. went lunch with bi for fish soup. FLU virus come look for me. WTH la....
went kaplan with jiejie. think she studying there (: hope she can concentrate studying i will be happy for her. reached home 4 ate flu, throat medicine. wake up ard 6+. body feeling hot and ache also so i pop another fever medicine !
imagine throat infection can lead to so so so so much of illness. SO FREAKING hate throat infection ! shall end off my naggy post. bi celebration hope i can get some photo to post here. no pic at all recently. sad case !
waiting for xw dslr outing !! i am still waiting....
bye ppl. drink more water ! cheerios !

new yr (:

2010-02-17T09:19:00.003+08:00

how did u guys spend ur new yr & valentine's day?
me and bi went to julian hse for gambling session.
our gambling session start from chu xi. we did win at chu xi. the next few days luck wasnt gd !
ystd me & bi went to meet mummy and daddy to bai tai sui. haa haa.
finally noe my chinese bdae ! YAY (:
gg for my driving lesson soon ! no photos recently. kinda lazy !
shall end off here. take care ! drink more water ! cheerios !

update time (:

2010-01-29T22:53:00.004+08:00

its been so long since i update my blog. spider web coming out soon.
this few weeks been busy with work & home thing also. so tiring ):
new yr start, ppl chg money is like no need money. finally see how nasty singaporean can be.
juz don wan to queue up find all ways. in the end also need queue up. for wat? still make a big fuss wanna see our manager. FAINTS lor.
keep working OT ! no off day until sunday. tired tired.
shall end off here. update more when i have pics (:
take care ppl. cheerios (: drink more water !

Was I not enough stimulation
Hit by a brake the other day
Just when I thought that I'm okay
You didn't like my conversation
I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do
So here's my observation
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try

So don't call and say your coming back for me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you
And don't lie and say your over me
Don't mean nothing
I'm always getting over you

Was it too much aggrevation
Your telling me the way that I won't see
And then I change my mind you disagree
I used to be our inspiration
You chase your mind you disappear
And I know it's never over

off day (:

2010-01-09T23:22:00.002+08:00

hmmms, more photos to update (:

today spend whole day with bi (: morning wake up at 9. so early ! off we set of to bugis. TIO CON ! LOL.. suan le (: after tat went to mustafa centre to get my dry box for dslr. WTH la. all tell us diff direction. we donno how the thing look like. in the end din get anything. LOL !

next went to city square since its nearby. first time there, VERY BIG. no ppl de. had burger king for our lunch coz i very long din eat le. after tat went ntuc shopping. AUNTIE right? LOL !!

after tat home sweet home. reached home ard 3. slept all the way till 6. DAMN POWER la.. now ji tao is nt sleepy. LOL ! anyway, tml i am working (: off on tues and next sat (:

shall update more when i am free ! tummy nt feeling well again. don think gonna see doc. my job doesnt allow me to eat meal regularly so see doc also no point. shall end off my nagging post ! ciaos (: take care ppl (:

how to maintain a r/s

2010-01-07T23:02:00.002+08:00

At first relationships are easy - too easy. We 'fall' in love and are endeared to the opposite member so much that we over look flaws and foibles that our friends and relatives can see (and most are often willing to point them out to you) yet in our love we are blinded.

Too often people enter into a relationship accepting "little flaws" as "projects to change". Instead we must see these flaws as being part of the character of the person we love.

Love does not remain strong and over powering forever - that mad passionate love too quickly cools to a deeper kind of love which is love, but often is confused with "not love" thus ends the relationship.

Both people must be able and willing to do the three C's:
Commit
Communicate
Compromise/concession

Being committed to a relationship means that you are giving up I for We. It means you must know your own self well enough to know when you are being "me - me" and not "we-we".

Communication goes beyond the general "how was your day" - both halves must be able and willing to say how they feel - but not in a screaming, whiny sort of way, but in a cool calm manner that expresses how one feels about ______ (fill in the blank) so the other will know that ______ causes the other to feel _______(fill in the blanks).

Communication also comes in handy later on when dealing with others and especially when dealing with children who will try to pit the two against one another.

Compromise/concessions: Both parties must be willing to give and take a little on all issues. Find a middle ground where both of you "give up" something in order for both of you to gain something.

No its not always easy this is where the communication thing comes in handy. Bartering and trade agreements should take place.

Sound like international politics? In many aspects keeping a healthy relationship does require diplomacy and an ability to work within rules and come up with satisfying terms of agreements which partially meet the needs of both parties while both parties partially compromise or give up something to keep the relationship working.

As time progresses you will learn each other's habits. although "us time" is a good idea, so is a little "me time". Us time is where both of you do things together - me time is where each of you do things by yourself.

Sure he has stinky feet, but I bet you snore - deal with it - ultimately you two will come to either accept the flaws or come to loath one another. Depends on how you deal constructively with these issues.

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In every relationship comes a time when the passion starts to go off, the chat's are more and more boring and the two of you are spending less time together. Why is this happening and how to get your relationship back to the way it was?

The answer to all of this is quite simple. Mix being predictable & being nice, and the whole problem/solution is here.

See, in the beginning you both have been very excited of the idea of getting to know each other, so questions pour in, ideas and funny behavior are coming naturally because you are with someone that you really like and want to have a fun time with!

But, this is the so called "honeymoon" period of the relationship. After that (usually a few months) both of you already have solid information about each other, and are getting used to seeing the same face over and over again, so you are getting more comfortable and don't always have to be in that high energy state that you were a few months ago (or at least not while being with her!). And here comes a mistake that most guys do in this situation. They try to supplicate their boring behavior by being even more boring and start talking to the girl about how much they love her, how lovely was the time being spend together and they start doing/buying nice things so she can see how much they care.

Need even more examples?

They'll actually even amplify their predicable behavior by making it even more predictable, just in case so they don't do something wrong and do even more damage. This totally removes the surprise element from the relationship, an element which can be one of your greatest assets to get the attraction up in a short time.

I remember a good sentence explaining this, it was in the lines of "you can't expect changes if you keep doing the same things over and over again". This was really revealing at one point for me, and opened my eyes to a lot of faulty behavior and what's even better is that this principle goes for all aspects of life, not just dating in general ... So what's a guy to do?

1) Give her lots of emotions and feelings.
This is the truly fastest and easiest way to get her attracted and the relationship back on track.
Some examples would include being unpredictable, such as rapid change in behavior (doing anything out of your ordinary daily behaviors), starting to go out to different kinds of places, occasional craziness (letting your mind loose), getting her into your own reality (try showing/doing stuff which you really like and she'll follow along) and more...

2) Don't be Easy!
Lead her along the way, don't just change your mind on her every suggestion.
Never be used by her to do things you wouldn't really do with other people. These are so called "tests", meaning she wants to see just how far you can take her nonsense.
And guess what?
With every step she'll be losing respect in you, not gaining. Think about that next time you are buying food for her cat!

3) Don't Argue
You'll gain massive respect in her eyes with showing that you are controlling your emotions, not the other way around.
Everyone can argue and burst out, but how many guys can keep their cool and don't give a mind about the problem she is making (most of the time it's just not even that important, just occasional emotional outbursts from other things)

more photo !

2010-01-06T10:47:00.003+08:00

today is my off day. gg bugis to find bi for lunch (: call and book auntie. call and enquiry unisim thing. call and book my driving already. everything is plan till end of feb. busy busy.

started counter the past 2 days. fun but stress at the end coz scare nt telly. ate my lunch at 5pm. can slim down but bad for stomach. esp i got weak stomach. juz order my name tag and chop chop ! hope my uniform is coming soon (: will be working tis sun. first time doing sunday banking. got my t shirt. havent try the size. haa haa.

shall end off my naggy post. gg to rain already. wanna rush out before it rains ! ciaos.

take care ppl. drink more water. my boy sick don wan see my fren sick also.

peili bdae (:

2010-01-03T15:50:00.005+08:00

ystd went to peili 21st bdae ! its nt her exact day but still hope she enjoy it (:

went down to barbie bdae ard 8plus. stay till ard 10plus. i like her cake so unique. is make of money, gold bar, 4d and toto ! so cute !! she choose the function room also very gd eh.

her siao siao family (SSF) can play the touching video for her. she got very nice fren (:

hope she like the bdae present we get for her. from me & vin (:

had very bad diarrhea the whole day. tml need work. off on wed and sat ! shiok ! finally starting counter. god bless me. i juz wan telly everyday ! biggest wish !

wed maybe go find baby for lunch den go pray pray ! those who r starting sch next week. do work hard hor? enuf of fun alr. shud concentrate on studies le.

diff ppl say diff things. barbie told me her family say i chg. become prettier le. natural makeup (: i wanna learn manner. who can teach me? CRAZY right? think i am too spoilt. hais.

new yr new resolution ! mine is very simple (: everyone to be happy !

everything shun shun li li (: everyone gd health & HUAT AHHHHH !

shall end off here. gonna rest early tonite. weak stomach i got ! take care ppl ! drink more water ya ! cheerios (:

new yr eve (:

2010-01-03T15:30:00.005+08:00

new yr eve spend our day at ratchada (: din really drink much tis time round. the guys fight with lotti uncle. drink damn lot la. let the photo do the talk (: enjoy !

DAMAGE !

2009-12-30T23:15:00.003+08:00

lazy to blog much. DAMAGE ever since i start work ! Actually there are other thing like formal wear, eye cream, face moisturizer ! Big damage. Jiejie so gd free she will come down my branch acc me for lunch :) appreciated ! Today got all my password. Did my biner. Mon most prob starting my counter ! Wish me luck ppl :)
Gg Barbie bdae tis sat :) jiejie and bf gg down also. Hope her bdae party is a fun one ! Will try to take as much photo to blog :) next week start think I will seldom blog or blog on the days i off but I doubt I got anything much to update. Shall end off here tired ! take care ppl. drink more water. Enjoy the hols after tat study hard ppl :)

xmas celebration !

2009-12-27T20:23:00.009+08:00

xmas spend on bi buddy condo (: reached there ard 9plus coz both of us got work.
ate a lil and den we start our xmas present chging (: 10plus we got nth to do le.
chill till ard 12 den play true or dare in card. 1 home sweet home le (:
quite a boring xmas !
next day went to watch chipmunk !! its so nice ! muz go watch (: (:
nth much to blog. tis week is the same 3 days of long weekend (:
hope sat no need work. gonna go cut hair den go barbie bdae party !
i shall end off here le. take care ya ! drink more water ! cheerios !

Happy !

2009-12-18T23:39:00.003+08:00

Firstly, wanna say some ppl r juz so Bo Liao till I don even wanna care .
Now I am using itouch to blog might have some spelling error.
Yay ! Finally pass my cashering Today! Ystd din telly by 300buck. Today though end late in class but telly ! So so so happy ! This means tat our batch r gg seperate ways soon. Today when we eating lunch, the girls suddenly feel time flies. 3weeks tgt suffering all the stress. They r nice ppl. When I was doing balancing. They were so worried abt me. The girls all crowd ard me, giving me warm. Haa haa. Zhi Wei even said I really hope u can pass. She even help me with me with my cash. So touched. We come in tgt, we leave tgt. Tats the spirit :)the girl i don like left tis mon. give up so fast. tsk tsk ! though I don really like raffles place and office hr working time. Waking up at 7am, gg home at 6+. it's so tiring but 3 weeks past I think I am alr used to tis kind of life. Putting tissue to occupy place. Lots of unique exp. Quite fun too. Stress is stres. But all tis is growing up process. Shall stop saying abt my work.
Went to find bi and we went taka to get our things. Bi help lotti get Christmas gift exchange present. I bought mine alr :) 2nd Xmas celebrating with bi and his buddys. Tis yr is BBQ at Julian condo. A diff exp. Lol ! Shall end of my random post. Tml gg see doc, at nite meeting bi to suntec IT show and get my red hardisk :) I got red casing for my itouch, red ear piece cotton and red wire coil ! All in red :) take care ppl. Drink plenty of water :) wish me luck ! Tues I am gg to my branch officially :) off to bed. Nite !

雨爱

2009-12-12T12:16:00.000+08:00

窗外的天气
就像是你多变的表情
下雨了雨陪我哭泣
看不清我也不想看清
离开你我安静的抽离
不忍揭晓的剧情
我的泪流在心里学会放弃
听雨的声音一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 rainie love
窗外的雨滴一滴滴累积
久违的雨滴一滴滴累积
屋内的湿气象储存爱你的记忆
真希望雨能下不停
雨爱的秘密能一直延续
我相信我将会看到
彩虹的美丽
冷冷的空气很窒息
我无法呼吸
一万颗雨滴的距离
很彻底让爱消失无息

my workplace (:

2009-12-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

hmmms, 1st day of training is on my bdae (:
now 1 week gg to past le. today is like wed only, we finish 3 test. OMG LA. so so so ke lian la. all so stress up. fail muz retake eh. my colleague juz retake today.
CBD area juz suck during lunch time. no seats de. confirm muz ta bao.
work timing also suck. so pack in the train. it will be over after 3 weeks.
more tests to come. i am ready to take up all the challenge (:
is the mind set tat u tune to (: anyway i can enjoy my weekend. its still not tat bad after all (:
hmmms, some tot i gain after working. i so treasure the timing to watch tv programme. LOL ! come back sit down watch a few hrs also shiok. seriously.
shall end off here (: tml is another long day ! jia you ppl ! work hard !
drink more water ! take care (:

family celebration !

2009-12-08T22:39:00.003+08:00

sat evening celebrate at home !! thx bi mummy for preparing all the food. really appreciated ! total 7 ppl (: with amanda & jasmine ard too ! after our dinner had cake again ! my 3rd cake of the week. happy is wat i feel and thx to ppl who wish me in fb or sms (: really appreciate all the wishes ! thx for barbie ang bao. yukie perfume and fyp mate formal clothing (: thx bi & his colleague for the delicious dinner (: shall end off here. will blog abt my workplace soon ! stay tune (:
take care and drink more water ! cheerios !

celebration with frens (:

2009-12-08T22:32:00.004+08:00

last fri celebrate my bdae again at empire state. DAMN kua zhang ! order damn lots of food. in the end play zong ji mi ma to finish up all the food. all is in big proportion la ! scary ! ate till 10plus head to bi home (: shall continue with my family celebration (:

2nd dec (: my big day !

2009-12-08T22:20:00.004+08:00

on the day itself spend with bi and his colleague francis (: went holland v for dinner ! first time went there. sua gu right? LOL ! went to eat sushi teh. after tat walk ard the place. since its near dempsy we turn in to see see look look also (:
after tat home sweet home coz next day got lesson again !

classmate celebration !

2009-12-06T22:44:00.003+08:00

tues meet ec0718 for dinner at aston (: nice gathering. happy to see so many come ! appreciated ! thx so much ! i am so lack of time so i won blog long post. will update more photo of my bdae gathering ! thx everyone that wish me (: very appreciated. THANK U (:
shall blog again soon ! my test coming on tues. SIANZ !
take care ppl. drink more water ! cheerios !

hx bdae !

2009-11-30T22:30:00.005+08:00

sat morning wake up very very early !
750am wake up to prepare den go fetch lotti & yp. went in to malaysia for breakfast. dim sum though the one we choose nt very nice. " bu zhi de pai".
next went giant to get some home needs (: next went to get buy pizza for lunch (:
head back to singapore ard 1plus. very rush tat day. after tat fetch lotti & yp at bedok ard 5. rush there to expo den buy printer. off to celebrate hx bdae at sentosa. amara hotel ! i also nt very sure. LOL ! after tat went to west coast for dinner. i cant eat seafood le ): rashes everywhere. hais. UGLY !!
drink damn lot of water to clear the poison. LOL ! next day baby sick le. sad sad. stomach virus attack ! his daddy send him to see doc. acc him for 2 days. at least he is recovering le (: tml gonna carry on work ! take care of urself k?
weather been bad ! pls drink more water everyone. i am lazy to blog long post. take care !!

scrapbook

2009-11-26T22:29:00.004+08:00

thx xj for the photo upload (: acc her do scrapbook from 3pm-9pm laaaaaa.
she really is gg de lor. at 2 kfc she can write and do very long laaaaaaaa.
finally done at 9+ which is at my hse. did u regret doing it? LOL ! does it remind of history book? i am so bad ! hope he appreciate it ba (: take care girl ! drink more water ppl.

angela !

2009-11-25T13:21:00.005+08:00

sat went for angela singing concert. the singing concert din last long. me & jiejie so bo liao till go take her singature. LOL ! after tat bi come fetch me home.

hmmms, a test abt whether u will cling onto a r/s when its over ?
if u r gg on a 1st date with ur bf/ gf where will u choose to go so that the r/s will improve?
a) shopping
b) zoo
c) watch movie
d) coffee bean chat
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the ans to the qn (:
shopping - you will accept the breakup in a cool manner.
zoo - you will get very hurt during a breakup.
movie - you will very fast find another target when u and the other party broke up.
coffee bean- you look like u have move on but in your heart u still feel very sad.
LOL LOL ! tis is thanks to xj (: go ahead and try it. though i don find it zhun coz most ppl will choose movie? haa haa (:
i am so lazy to blog much. nth happening tis few weeks. try the quiz ! take care ppl. drink more water (:

growing up

2009-11-19T13:25:00.004+08:00

now outside the weather is raining (: tis few days weather been bad. raining non stop ! RAIN RAIN GO AWAY ! don like rainy day ! i rmb once raining heavily. i am inside bi car looking outside the window. the rain is so heavy tat u cant see clearly. those ppl walking outside holding onto umbrella. don think the umbrella is of any help. suddenly feel myself lucky. this few days was outside. luckily got bring umbrella. saw a kid running to block for shelther. i am walking opp direction. since i am in no rush. i shelter him to one of the block den head to mrt station (: ystd went to look for bi awhile. an auntie ask me to share umbrella. i said sure (: y cant some ppl juz share or ask? isnt tis world will be more beautiful?
catch the show 2012. will the world really end on 21-12-2012? i have lots of things nt done yet. LOL ! well well, all tis is my random tot. haa haa !
bank call and ask me to attend training on mon (: a brand new life ! 850 reached raffle place. squeeze with ppl and wearing formal. my nightmare begins ! i am nt a formal person. even after my interview i will chg out my formal clothing. faints faints. time to chg a new life le (: give me time to adapt !
last week got the urge to book tix for next yr hols (: my mind told me nt to coz like i am nt stable with my job yet. its too early to book now. NO MORE HOLS for me tis yr ! ppl pls don psycho me and stop me if i wanna go !
next, i shall talk abt frens. like xiujuan and huifen is my longest frenship. like 11yrs still counting on. seems like everyone is busy with their things. we really got no chance to meet up tgt eh. i really hope we can go back to times like sec sch. huifen once said i will always be at the back if u fall down i will hop on to u. turn ard and u will see i am juz right behind u. she is the only one who taught me to grow up and nv fail to be with me in any r/s prob. i juz hope xj one day will realise wat is the meaning. frens is always the one who will nv leave u. tats the reason y i am willing to stay with u under ur hse downstairs accing u till 1 or 2am. i wan u to noe once there is someone who did it for me and tat is huifen. i am willing to do it for u too (:
3 days ago is me & bi 17mths anniversary ! din celebrate. haa haa. seems like when u grow up, thing chg. i din mean anything. juz saying out wat i feel. last time used to feel every mth need to celebrate but now when u grow up. u won feel tat way. i am juz looking forward to 24mths anniversary ! which is like 7mths more to go. haa haa (: baby boy is my like my longest r/s. first one to hit 1 yr? haa haa. where is my kite flying session?
hmmms, next is my bdae? 1st dec meeting barbie & darling for dinner !! the day before my bdae. haa haa. celebrate dar & my bdae tgt. 5th gonna celebrate with family (: come home for steamboat ! suddenly want everyone to have reunion feeling. everyone is so busy with their thing. no time for each other.
soon xmas is coming ! time to give out cards ! muz prepare cards & stamps liao. seem like is a habit to do it every yr ! muz be influence by barbie. LOL !
count down 2 days to angela concert ! wooohoooo (:
count down 4 days to new job !
count down 13 days to my bdae !
count down 36 days to xmas !
count down 43 days to 2010 !
so long din blog such a long post le. shall end off here ! rain pls go away !
take care ppl. drink more water !

BORED

2009-11-15T22:25:00.003+08:00

nth much to blog abt tis week (: nth happening !
tues afternoon xw and joanne came down to city plaza to look for me. stay the whole day. after tat head down to jurong with them. go meet jiejie den she drive me home (:
sat meet lotti & yp for movie at suntec (:
catch 2012. will the world end in 21-12-2012? so scary laaaaaa.
after tat head to aston for dinner ! so hugry la. i ate chicken & sausage combo.
bi ate double up chicken. LOL !! so so so full la. reached home totally cant slp.
sun stay at home nua with bi. addicted to itouch the sims 3 (:
FUN FUN FUN ! i can stuck playing tat game for 2hrs like "zi bi" kids. LOL !!
tml gonna meet xw to get the clothing (: den to tiong bahru to get my sony pay. after tat head down to find jiejie. tml is green line day. LOL !
i am too boreddddddddd. shall end off le (: take care ! cheerios ! drink more water !

FALL DOWN !

2009-11-08T22:25:00.003+08:00

am i very tanned?

ystd nite meet bi's fren for dinner at ichiban boshi. had our late dinner because waited for everyone to reached. make reservation at 6.45pm. we reached at 7.15pm. waited till ard 7plus start ordering food. eat ard 8.15 (: nice food !
chill till ard 9plus when everyone reached.
next we head to ratchada. make reservation also at 11pm. but we finish eating too early. end up reaching there ard 10pm. chill till ard 2am.
home sweet home to bi hse ! juz alight from cab, wanted to walk up the stairs. "PIAK"
i fall down on the floor. booohooo ): donno WTF i doing ! clumsy like pig like tat. grow up so big first time fall down la. now both side my knee swollen ! sianz.
tues, wed & fri working at city plaza (: BANK din call me ! when is my training?!!
shall end off my nonsense post (: take care ! drink more water ppl !

2009-11-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

hmmms, today is rainy day ! andrew call and rush me to meet him. lucky i bath hao le. chg and drag abit den off i went to sch. wait damn long juz to collect my cert (: next wait for peili to meet us. head to new york new york for dinner. go G2000 to buy my formal wear (: bought 2 top & 1 skirt ! SO EXXXX LA. cost me 100+. booohooo. suan le. its an investment as wat peili & andrew say ! lazy to blog much ! take care ppl. drink plenty of water. pimple outbreak. booohoooo !

full time job (:

2009-10-27T22:25:00.002+08:00

FINALLY (: (: so happy !
got myself a job at ocbc (: training will start ard mid nov !
those who wanna jio me out pls book me soon. LOL LOL !
i wanna go on DSLR photo taking session with dar xw ! pls meet me soon !
morning meet peili she pass me her formal bottom which give me luck. LOL LOL (:
so shock tat i got in. hope it will be a gd job for me.
start of my working life soon. i am a bank teller (: do look for me. jk de. LOL !
all my part time job gonna stop soon also ! those ppl studying jia you k?
esp to xw & peili.
i wanna go kite flying and picnic with BI ! DO U SEE THAT ?? we so nt free la. LOL !
tml gonna stay whole day at city plaza ! before tat gg to take my test date ! 3rd time pls pass ): i don wan retake driving ! i got confidence will pass le (:
count down 34 days to my bdae ! i am reaching 20s ! SO SO SO SOON LA. the 2 digit no. gg laaaaaaa ! next will be xw bdae. den peili 21st !! LOL !
any idea how to celebrate?
shall stop my bo liao post ! take care ppl. drink more water ! cheerios !

in life

2009-10-26T22:49:00.005+08:00

hmmms, suddenly got feel to touch my blog. it seems so long since i blog smth. think spider web is coming out.
today went for my 2nd tp. everything went well until my last crank course. strike kerb twice and its gone. totally no mood outside circuit. when fault happen, human being usually start blaming other party fault. when u slowly cool down and think, u urself bare the fault too.
i may be lucky to some of u all tat i can shun shun li li pass and graduate with my cert. my biggest mistake is to fail my module on yr 2007.
god dint treat me bad. let me mix with a bunch of nice ppl like xw & peili they all (: from then my life changes. manage to pass all module every semster.
i used to have very hectic life but when i noe bi. i slow down my pace. now i am like " xiao cao mei". the useless strawberry. tml will be gg for my 2nd interview. don really like to go big company interview. feel so stress. i am so lack of confidence. i noe i need to face stress so that i can grow up. its all growing up process. mummy pressurise me saying sarcastic remarks. everyday see u at home don go look for job. blah blah blah. in fact, i really donno wat i wanna be. end of my study life le. wat can i be? i am like a lost sheep. HAIS.
everyone is moving forward i am standing at the same position not moving which i really hate it.
don wanna blog le (: take care ppl. drink plenty of water.

lack of post

2009-10-20T22:29:00.002+08:00

now adays so lack of post ! so lazy to update.
4days ago is our 16mths anniversary (:
din really celebrate. after work went to meet bi & his buddy at bugis.
went to eat steamboat. eat damn lots of prawn la. damn scary !
even the boss walk over to see us (:
strike 12 they bring cake infront of him !
sat & sun as usual went to work. nth much happen !
so so so mundane life. gonna start work tml at city plaza.
will be working there every wed & fri for like 1 mth only la.
i also donno wat i wan in life eh.
i am kind of wasting my life also. grad le also donno wat i wanna be. HAIS.
keep working this kind of part time job.
PPL HELP !! TP ALSO COMING ):
so so so emo everyday. HAIS.
don wan blog le (: take care ppl ! cheerios (:

batam (:

2009-10-13T11:13:00.008+08:00

i am back from my trip (: batam ! overall still ok la. juz tat the food nt very nice. breakfast is the more appealing one. did quite alot of things. play bowling, pool, ping pong. did jacuzzi & sauna. did massage also. relaxing one (: nt bad experience juz tat time juz fly so fast. 1 day and its over !
juz now went sim lim to find bi. on the way saw teenagers on train. shud be juz end sch. suddenly feel i grow old le. HAIS. hitting the 20s soon ! like in 2 mths time. sianz ! though i don wish to grow up but its like part & parcel of life.
nth much to blog. shall let the picture do the talking (:
take care ppl ! drink more water. cheerios !

langkawi !

2009-09-27T20:48:00.005+08:00

i am back from langkawi (: overall, nt bad. actually the whole island one day u can drive finish but we split into 4days to discover (: left last day to relax. end up being sun burnt ! CHAO TAH !! so emo for the first few days coz me & bi got prob slping sia. SO IN PAIN LA. my back, shoulder and stomach till now still red. EMO. face starting to peel skin le (:
hmmms, i shall say a bit abt the trip (: went to 7 well ! we climb all the way left tat lil bit. rest on the last stools. damn power la. so long din exercise climb all the way non stop. really is will die. feel like dying and wan vomit. bi say he go up and see first. LOL ! die also don wan lose in the end went up tgt (:(: its so near to the end le laaaaaa. the water is so cooling ! damn shiok !
went to the mangrove tour. saw lots of fruit bat and we feed monkey ! the monkey jump into our boat la ! i got video. upload le let u all see (: went to black sand beach ! wanted to ta bao back the sand but EMO. at langkawi airport kena check. they don allow us bring back. damn unique ! the beach got 3 tone. black, brown den blue ! HEN NICE ! went ard to get i love langkawi clothes but the size and design nt very nice so in the end both of us din get. haa haa.
recevied the letter to go collect my graduation CERT ! FINALLY !! i am out of NYP !! i graduate le. 2nd nov onwards find 1 day go collect my IAP cert & grad cert !
starting driving tis coming fri. feel so no motivation leh ! damn jialat ! hope 2nd time can pass ba (:
hmmms, book the trip to batam le (: 11 & 12 won be in singapore ! i wan go for massage and lots of food. hope by then my skin is fully peel if nt i look so ugly la ): i will take lots of photo !
hmmms, nth much to blog le. when i tot of den update again (: till then take care and drink lots of water ! cheerios (:

RANDOM

2009-09-19T23:55:00.004+08:00

time check 1155. i am supposed to be on bed by this time but i am not. LOL ! juz being random ! my boy is outside drinking now. TSK TSK. my throat is killing me. not recovering but i juz cant resist food temptation ! ystd went to chomp chomp to celebrate mummy bdae (: mummy bdae fall on the days i go langkawi so we had early celebration (: chomp chomp food is so so so heaty ! now my breathing tube is BLOCKED again ! WTF LA. shall stop my nagging (: boy say after coming back from langkawi we r goin batam (: but i think 2 weeks ltr. i also nt sure. i am goin to start my driving lesson again ! book on 2nd oct. EMO SHITS !
3days ago is me & baby boy 15mths anniversary ! more mths to come (: go langkawi enjoy ourselves (:
19 is andy birthday ! happy birthday (: tml before meeting them goin to meet jiejie for lunch (: den meet andy they all for dinner. after tat meet my boy to drink with his fren. MY THROAT like tat i think i better drink coke. LOL !
i cant keep enjoy life la. gonna look for job real soon ! no more slacking !
i shall turn in le. THROAT is killing me COZ its NOT RECOVERING !!! EMO ):):):
bye ! take care ! don miss me. will blog till i am back from langkawi ! drink more water ! cheerios !

yx 19 bdae (:

2009-09-15T21:20:00.005+08:00

din really slept well after IT show. meet jeremy, liang & andy to get present for yx ! they r late. lucky i helping bi doing things also. after getting present & cake we head down to our destination place. the place closed at 230. they were drunk. stay all the way till morning with liang and sing nee. bus home all the way. reached home is like 7plus after bathing la. KO till 12plus. meet dar to get mummy present. NOW my throat is so pain Till i so wanna cry. shall now blog much coz i am lazy ! take care ppl! drink more water ! cheerios (:

FINALLY !

2009-09-14T11:46:00.000+08:00

finally, 4 days of IT show is over (:
so happy ! make a lot new frens. all very cute. only a few bitch tat grab ppl customer. IRRITATING. anyway its over. suan le (: seems like i am diff from ppl sia. ppl sales gd on the last few day.
1st day - 7 sets
2nd day - 8 sets
3rd day - 8 sets
4th day - 5 sets
SO PATHETIC on the last day. don like fight sales with ppl. juz like my boy ! our sales sucks on last day.
my lips crack like stone cracking la. so kua zhang ! air con no need money de leh ! so pain la. eat mee siam touch only also pain (: last day dinner is the best (:
slept for like 8 hrs and i am awake. ltr goin le bar for celebrating yx bdae (: after tonite she will be 19 (:
goin out early to get prezzie for her. LAZY LAZY ! goin bugis AGAIN. LE bar is a boutique bar !! take photo le den upload (: anyway blogger is always down. so so so irritating !
shall end off here. BARBIE is on her way to LANGKAWI TRIP ! mine is next week !! sad sad ! cant wait to go overseas !
take care ! drink more water ! cheerios !

photos !

2009-09-08T21:32:00.003+08:00

long post

2009-09-08T11:29:00.002+08:00

irritating Blogger ! maybe i shud chg blog le. forever cant post up pic. donno wtf is it doing. thurs went for jiejie 21st bdae (: thx peili & xiao wei for helping out. andrew got help also by opening the door. LOL ! think jiejie enjoy her bdae (:
fri nite baby boy come fetch me coz we r goin bottle tree park for prawning (: finally i caught 2 prawn myself. think is tyco de lor. bi caught one damn big de. cant upload PIC !!
IRRITATING BLOGGER LAAAA. the rate quite ex. 15buck for an hr. after tat we went malaysia for ramily burger & bandung (: den home sweet home (:
saturday meet up with bi fren to tampines for movie (: went to catch the time traveller's wife. if u ask me the show nice anot? i will juz say ok lor. dar say maybe bcoz i din read the storybook. LOL ! after tat had our late dinner at kim gary. food slightly nicer den hongkong cafe. haa haa. next we head to ecp beach (: chill till ard 1 plus den home sweet home (:
sunday meet up with xiaowei & yi long at bedok for bbq things. den we go for our lunch. after tat meet peili coz she got alot of thing to take. thx bi for sending us to chalet (: play blackjack at chalet ! OMG LA !! i damn sway. overall still lose. LOL ! 630 start fire for bbq. end abt 9. carry on black jack again ! at nite most of us down. too tired. i slp beside peili. both of us feel hot. LOL !! maybe of the light & surrounding noise. cant really slp. let my body rest but not my mind. all the way till morning 7. all of us check out den share cab with peili & ivan. went to bi hse slp all the way till 12. wake up bath & prepare to head home. sorry bi throw temper on u. think nt enuf slp ba. came home slp again ! 1plus slp till 3. on & off total slping time is like 5hrs NIA !! so so so so so tired and yet i have to go TRAINING for IT show. LEI SI WO. go there the trainer so sucks at teaching. go le also sianz. waste time only. finally everything end at 10? cab back to jurong east den take train home sweet home (:
this coming IT show damn LOT of chiobu at my booth i swear ! SO KUA ZHANG ! do support me !! shall end off here. i donno when the idiot blogger den will allow me post up my pic la ! take care ppl ! drink more water ! cheerios (:

HAIS

2009-08-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

feel emo for nt working yet i am got so much schedule ):
4th - jiejie bdae
6th- class chalet
10th- IT show
21st - langkawi.
though in between can work but how to fit my schedule. I AM SO EMO. i juz cant slp ):
having sleepless nite coz i am too guilty without working. am i crazy?
FAINTS !

donno how to start !

2009-08-21T18:45:00.006+08:00

me & yong xiang (:

Group photo (:

MY DAMAGE !! OMG ! i am so broke la !

is this nice? can sling somemore ! kind of bulky. LOL !

my testi (:

donno how to explain this kind of feelings. juz feeling weird. seems like its a trend to get married huh? secondary fren juz go married. poly mate engagement. OMG ! they are like only 20 & 21 eh. is now 2009? life can juz be so unpredictable. kind of emo for donno wat reasons. haa haa.
anyway today is the last day of attachment. got testi from my supervisor (: easier to look for job which i really hope so. hais. so many things for sept how to look for job. HEN FAN AHHHHHH ! if nth goes wrong i am offically graduate. i need to look for full time job and yet so many programmes coming up till all the way end of sept. maybe i shud juz work part time job 1st. i don wanna stay home ROT. stepping into another stage of life. a very very no colour life?
its been so long i touch netball ! i really miss playing netball ): i miss the days having tournament. team cooperation. HAIS. ever since o level step out of sch i din touch le. 4yrs? haa haa. being random again. even wan play nobody noe how to play ba. the only regret is national team selection i din get in during sec 3? think din play gd enuf ba. haa haa. if i get in maybe i will be playing till now? in life there is so many IF....
BLUE is wat i feel. i think i am crazy. LOL ! take care ppl ! drink more water (: chaos ! anyone who can turn back the time for me?

再好的人我也可能会放弃。

goodwood park hotel (:

2009-08-18T20:06:00.000+08:00

food !!

its buffet time (:

GoodWood Park Hotel (:

chee chong fan ! haa haa !

yum yum ! curry chicken & otah ! LOL!

NICE !! i like tis ice dream the most ! WOOOHOOO !
i ate 2 scoop !

Dessert time (: (:

biggest cupcake la !
damn cute la !!

hmmms, monday suppose to report to work. early morning receive my fren sms saying nt goin work so i give it a miss also. haa haa (:
slack at home till ard 2plus went town to meet bi (: we head to Goodwood park hotel for buffet. the variety of food nt alot. ate till damn full la ! thx bi for the meal. haa haa (: after tat went to DFS walk awhile den head down to chua choa kang LOT 1 to catch where got ghost ! the whole show still ok lor. some funny part only. quite not worth the price. lucky only pay 7 buck for the tix if nt BO HUA AHHH. LOL !
i am lazy to blog much. count down 3 days to end of attachment. wooohoooo !
gd luck ppl esp barbie having presentation tml (: JIA YOU AH !!
drink more water ppl ! chaos ! take care (:

up (:

2009-08-09T14:06:00.001+08:00

watch UP 3D. not much 3D effect though. a touching cartoon show. LOL !!
u all shud go catch it (:

eric's birthday !

2009-08-09T13:40:00.001+08:00

me & jin hua (:

me, zamien & lihui (:

qin fang, lihui & me !

darren , lihui & me (:

i forgot his name. LOL !!

me & kelvin !

erm, another one i forgot his name. OOps !

rachael & me (:

me & sabrina !

lihui, mee, steven (:

yuhang & me (:

the girls (:

the guys ! alot hor?

happy birthday eric ! 26 le ! OLD LEEEEE (:

HELP !

2009-08-02T16:05:00.010+08:00

future? it seems a very long word !

i got problem updating my blog ! i cant find compose tab. WTH La. den how am i goin to upload my pics?? JIU ming ah !! who noe wat to do can tell me??

` hmmms

2009-07-12T16:48:00.004+08:00

i am nt ready. lol !
i got long long long hair !

stupid look (:

tats wat i am gd (:

zi lian myself. whahahaha !

stupid look !

no comment (:

drag bi into the photo (:

look there & smile !

whahahaha !

with flash !

hmmms, actually nth much to blog now adays. everyday is juz work. 4 more days to 13mth anniversary (: book langkawi on sept le ! happy happy happy (: i am goin hols again ! ystd nite meet bi buddy for her bdae celebration. din meet them for dinner coz we goin aston to meet his colleague for dinner. this time round no need to queue up (: bi's colleague noe the boss aston ! they reserved sofa seats for us (: feel kind of bad coz we din queue up and we get to go in. though we also waited for quite sometime. haa haa. the food not bad. chill till ard 10plus went to meet bi buddy. off we went to town for drinking session. i had sorethroat so i very guai only drink 1 cup (: baby also drink 1 cup only. LOL ! stay till 2. reached home play itouch awhile is like 330am. off to bed ! early in the morning don feel well again. having bad flu. on & off. SO SIANZ !! bi tml acc me go see doc (: don need go work. woooohoooo ! 6 more weeks to end of attachment !! time fly so fast ! yay yay ! donno wat i wanna do after this. emo ! gonna look for part time job 1st ba. shall end off here le. take care ppl ! cheerios ! drink plenty of water (:

I M TIRED !

2009-06-30T19:36:00.002+08:00

ystd first time went to construction site ! excited (:
full of dust & dirts !! LOTS OF BANGLAS. LOL !!
climb 25 storey ! gg ! first time perspire tat much laaaaa.
today went to the same site again ! total climb 40 storeys !
i will be very fit sooner or ltr.
i am so tired i can fall aslp straight ! KAOS !!
tml goin site again ! TIRED but can slim down i don mind. haa haa.
thurs yilong's bdae don think can make it unless i no need go site which i am nt sure yet !
HAO LEI ! i am totally drained. see stairs also SCARE !! everyday climb !
take care ppl ! drink more water ! cheerios !

Vansophy !

2009-06-27T12:15:00.008+08:00

SUMMER FASHION TEES !!

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click on pictures and the link !!

enjoy (:

` baby cousin wedding (:

2009-06-23T20:14:00.005+08:00

tis nicer?
or tis?

the door gift (:

when it is pack (:

BO LIAO ME. haa haa.

act cute !

zi lian me !

bai pose (:

my dress nice ma??

couple photo (:

nt ready to take photo !

another photo (:

ooopps ! my face kena cut !

cam whoring !

last sat went to baby cousin's wedding (: all the photos were taken before goin to the wedding. sun went to buy itouch with baby ! thx baby ! i am lazy to blog ! picture will do the sayings !

happy 1 yr anniversary !

2009-06-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 1 yr anniversary !

Copthorne king's hotel ( part 3)

2009-06-14T20:12:00.008+08:00

chuan yi pin (:

steam boat TIME !
our FIRST neoprint (:

thank you (:

mr & mrs koh ! LOL !!

Located along the historic Singapore River, Copthorne King’s is a 4-Star Boutique-style business hotel that prides itself on its warm and personal touch. Conveniently located minutes away from the Central Business District, Orchard Road, Chinatown & other shopping and entertainment districts, the hotel’s 314 contemporary rooms offer all the comforts of modern day amenities, replete with award-winning restaurants, 5 function rooms and recreational facilities such as a landscaped outdoor pool, mini putting green, gymnasium, sauna, steam bath and outdoor Jacuzzi.

bath tub (:

basin (:

balcony (:

view from balcony !

couch for resting (:

donno wat size bed (:

sat was busy with lots of thing early in the morning ! drive daddy to work. next drive jiejie & mummy to sim lim. help them settle the laptop den finally we r free for relaxing time !

been busy with fyp den now attachment ! wanted to go hols for relaxing ! JUZ NO TIME ! though may went bkk. its not an enjoyable one coz me & bi got quarrel ! i love travelling juz no time & money. LOL !! sweet baby (: wanted to keep our pace down BUT its still fast la. singaporean is still singaporean ! tu until 3plus den check in ! i still fall down at their CARPARK ! damn pain la. the floor is slippery de la ! EMO SHIT ! so freak tired ! fri nite slept at like 4am. next day wake up at 9plus?? most tired one is bi ba ! he still need drive and i am the one who keep dozing off. LOL !! i am sorry but slping aura is so strong laaaaaaaaaaa. meet lotti & yiping for steamboat !! wooohooooo ! chuan yi pin at bugis (: reached there earlier coz bi promise me to take neoprint ! our first neoprint ! LOL !! ate from 730 to 930 ?? so so so full la !

watch dvd at hotel den slping time coz today we went ZOOO (: shall update the zoo part coz got damn lot of photo of all the animal (:

happy birthday daddy ! (part 2)

2009-06-14T19:58:00.004+08:00

happy birthday & father day (:
daddy's cake (:
daddy age is mi mi ! LOL !
put 1 big candle will do (:

cute daddy (:

where shud i put the wordings?

nice ma??

after celebrating bi's birthday. rush home to celebrate daddy bdae ! so rush la !! had to make it home by 12 when i still need go collect the cake ! i am sorry bi. make u had to rush with me too ! sat is a long & busy day for us. waking up at 9plus. set off ard 10. can u imagine i din bath all the way until 3plus. LOL ! dirty right?

choose both the cake myself (: daddy love healthy so bought him fruit cake (: wanted to try new cake and nt always chocolate so bought strawberry shortcake for bi (: both daddy & bi fall gemini baby ! both of them born in the same yr of TIGER !! both is hao nan ren (:

shall carry on update on next part (:

happy birthday baby (; - part 1

2009-06-14T19:46:00.007+08:00

cut cake session ! haa haa.
happy birthday baby (:
23rd le !!
hope u enjoy ur bdae (:
though its kind of rush !

self make ang bao ! LOL !!
the card i made myself (:
nice ma??

outside the card (:

when the clock strike 12. din celebrate with bi coz he went out with his fren for dinner. guys drinking session too. as for me, i din slack at home also. went to meet my labmate at PS. bi is juz at cathay. went to andy hse to ton ! sorry andy, zi liang and jeremy ! make u all acc me do card all this but din join u guys for long mahjong session ! paiseh ! after that went to fetch bi from geylang coz they went there de thai pub drink. off home sweet home (: hope he likes the thing i give him (: still got piggy bank and our photo frame ! will update again (:

OFFICE !

2009-06-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

view from office (:

main tower (:

view from 12 floor (:

nice ma??

view from office balcony (:
if i am nt wrong.

this is PIE. LOL !!

goin to spend 3mths in here (: quite faraway from my home but getting used to it already (:

fren finally went construction site. they say is like hell. LOL ! i am goin on this wed but mine is completed site. they went during 2nd stage. gd luck ppl (: take care. drink more water ! cheerios !

labmate outing

2009-06-09T20:52:00.003+08:00

the first drunkard !

JEREMY !!
playing 5-10 (:

outside our lab (:

floor effect. haa haa.

sha, andy & me !

i look siao in this pic. LOL !

engrossed in smsing (:

DSLR camera power ! behind effect so nice !

i am being covered !

half body. LOL !!

only the last day of fyp den will rush project

so engrossed in doing my project

can spot me? behind two "tan qing shuo ai"

LOL !

my funny labmate.

in the lab (:

ystd went for dinner with my labmates at amk. laugh until bth ! jeremy keep let us suan ! FAINTS ! KY shud join us for drinking session den u will noe y we laugh until PENG. finally got more photos to upload. won upload all (: upload those nt uploaded (:

SIEMEMS

2009-06-05T19:14:00.004+08:00

CSOC card (:

today went for class to get my SOC so that we can officially go to construction site. throughout the whole lecture we are like slping la. test time den gan jiong ! 60% den can passed. haa haa. all of us passed (: happy (: this card last for 2yrs ! nt bad huh??

first day of job is like shit la. call me pack shelves. next few day nth better also. do office job. do filing, faxing, photocopying job ! i REN !! wait until my supervisor come back i fuck care her ah. CB BITCH !! dulan ! ystd a lil better slack all the way till 3plus den do a lil filing den home sweet home (: if everyday is like tat den it will be so nice la. god pls bless me !! they say my supervisor next week come back. bring me to site leh !! i wan go explore and learn new things (:

lazy to type much. goin out for my dinner with BI. haa haa. take care ppl. drink plenty of water ! cheerios (:

DBL O !

2009-05-31T23:00:00.004+08:00

more pic to upload. off to bed. tml attachment !

` pictures (:

2009-05-31T21:03:00.007+08:00

kissing monkey (:
the girl cute or the guy ???
bi say girl cute.
i say guy cute.
u all think leh??

irritating ANDY !!
take my camera take photo !
KUA ZHANG !!
andy & steven

steven & zi liang !
zi liang so ugly in this photo la.. LOL !
tis is how cute my classmate can be (:
the fuck sign !
i bet this is they camwhore themselves using my camera !
KUA ZHANG !!
GUYS LEH !! muz be andy idea !

wats this pic?? no comment. haa haa.

last fri mark the end of FYP life ! last day being tgt with my lab mates (: 1 word to decribe them i will say FUN (: with them ard our class can nv be quiet and peace (: kind of them to go potong pasir see andy & my workplace. SIEMEN CENTRE !! GG !! tml first day of attachment. still emo wat shud i wear laaaa. after tat supposed to eat nearby but we perspire like hell and they nt very hungry so i suggest to go clarke quay den eat (: GOT AIRCON !! getting fat & lazy now adays ! MUZ BE BI FAULT !! YANG DAO WO BAI BAI PANG PANG ! haa haa. after tat go as our plan. DBL O !! first KO --- > jeremy. NEXT KO -- > zi liang. follow by yong xiang. haa haa. ANDY all the way is high though nt drunk ! went off ard 2 like tat coz promise bi no drunk (:

SUPRISE for me ! i got my MONKEY !! bi caught for me de. when i went out with my labmate he went bugis with fren to catch for me ! though only got guy de.

today went hougang cut hair waited so long tat pissed me off. dinner was gd (: baby finally catch the girl monkey for me ! i got both le (: happy happy (:

no pic for dbl o coz nt with me. will upload once i got it (: tml attachment for some ppl and fyp too ! gd luck k?? we shall work hard ! 3mths very fast past de (: take care ppl. drink plenty of water. weather nt gd now adays (: cheerios !

starlight tears

2009-05-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?

this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you
i will be waiting for you

i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me knowthis love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

bkk trip !

2009-05-25T09:35:00.005+08:00

route 66 ! clubbing place (:
all the ppl..

the t sirt we wear back at the end of the day (:

qing lu t shirt. haa haa !

my manicure !

juz love to go oversea do nail (:

road at bkk !

outside hotel room !

sunflower (:

red red red !

the couch in our room (:

nice ma?? (:

the bed (:

diff country timing (:

can u spot singapore?

cafe downstair our hotel (:

Hotel lobby (:

first day !

goin to check in (:

inside the cab (:

shy !

i don wan take photo !

me & boy (:

boarding place !

first time go budget terminal !

DAMN BUDGET !!

film garde

2009-05-24T18:19:00.003+08:00

went to film garde to catch a movie (:

night at the museum 2.

the show overall not bad (:

NO childhood. LOL !!
i caught the donald duck myself !

bi caught mickey & chipmunk but i wan minnie

so ask the person to chg for us (:

happy happy (:

we spend 10bucks on this (:

cute ma?? which is the cutest??

film garde is a new movie theatre. inside iluma shopping centre. u need to buy tix online if nt u won have gd seats (: we bought online. the price is the same as u go there buy. haa haa. 9.50 for weekend is acceptable right?? i like the movie theatre there. DAMN SPACIOUS. compare to normal GV, engwah & shaw ! the seats is slightly tilt. u no need sit so upright. comfortable seating (: usually the space infront of u is very near but this is diff. ppl can juz walk past without side walk eh ! spacious??? i am like promoting their cinema. LOL ! shall end off here le. 1 more week to end of FYP (: ENJOY ! take care & drink more water ! cheerios !

AH LIANG BIRTHDAY !!

2009-05-22T22:35:00.007+08:00

happy 19th birthday zi liang (:

start with my ugly photo !
candid shot !
CEC (: the ppl who are with me for the past 11 weeks (:

di siao siao jeremy ! EXTRA !

now is ANDY ! EXTRA ! LOL !

figuring out the thing ! LOL !

notice the t shirt?? nice ma?

i bought from bkk de.

his bdae present (:

suits him totally ! SERIOUSLY !

he is single & he need to mingle (:

SHOCK to see the wordings. LOL !

how come is nt happy birthday??

BLUR BLUR PIC (:

JEREMY EXTRA !

FIRST GROUP PHOTO (:

UGLY AH LIANG ! LOL !

RABBIT TEETH ! FIND A GF SOON (:

did u guys notice?? ITS coco EXOTIC !!

my favourite cake (:

last yr bdae cake also tis ! NICE (:

this week is already week 11. time juz past so fast ! ystd celebrate zi liang bdae (: damn stubborn idiot ! call him come out die also don wan. waited outside the lab so long! the candle from very long become very short ! LOL ! in the end bring in the lab ! HE CHUAT SAI. LOL !

the funny part is FIND A GF SOON (: tats our wish from us to u (: find a nice & gd gf yeah (:

doc ching came in we have to chg our venue to outside 5th floor. play cake fight ! run round 4th and 5th floor ! its fun (: though i hurt myself by BUAING the wall. dumb me. haa haa (:

a way to relase our stress coz we got so much thing to rush. AES, project, finaly report.

tues & thurs is our presentation. mine fall on thurs !! wish us luck !!

take care. drink more water ppl ! cheerios (:

11mths anniversary !

2009-05-19T09:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 11MTHS ANNIVERSARY !

HAIS

2009-05-15T19:15:00.002+08:00

sianz. now at bkk nth to do so decide to blog. tis time round come at the wrong time. din really get much thing. came along with too many ppl. 8 ppl ! i am so bored la. now i am alone at hotel downstair using computer. EMO shits ! while they are nearby the hotel doing massage !
din really enjoy myself.. first day reached here din really do alot of thing. plain walking ard !
ystd went to platinum mall to shop but din really get anything also. come here for the sake of others and not for myself. in the end really nt enjoying. HAIS.
bought wat jiejie, lab mate and dar things le. i din really get anything much for myself. 2 t shirt??HAIS. time juz past so slow. always din eat regular meal. ltr having dinner only at sing timing 9pm ! tats our dinner. PATHETIC !
WO HAO XIANG HUI JIA ): ): ): BU KAI XING DE LU XING ): HAIS..
end off here le. i will REN DE !! take care my frens ! drink more water ! cheerios !

` hais

2009-05-07T22:53:00.002+08:00

i don wan anything. i juz need some LUCK.
i juz wan everyone to be healthy..

EMO

2009-05-07T09:15:00.004+08:00

having sleepless nite yesterday. hais. feeling stress and emo !
previously post is only 2nd day of fyp. now is already like 9 week of fyp le. in 3 weeks time i will get of here. pass or fail is now only ! which i seriously don wish to fail la.
though my project is already in the com. i only need to understand the code. chg a lil of here & there. i juz scare the programme cant work end up i fail ):
wo hao xiang baby ): pls be there for me when i really need u. i think i in the verge of goin crazy soon. it might be because of menses coming den mood has been up and down ):
its been so long since i went ms kwan there to pray le. last nite den i realise seems like before having my TP i also din go pray eh ): muz be punishing me. i wan go pray and take lot soon (:
dar goin on sat ! i am thinking of today go eh ): left with 3 days only ! fri, mon & tues den i will be away.. pls bring me to full body massage i need to release my stress. my muscle seems so tight !
this holiday shall give me a break and i will recharge my battery also. come back i shall work hard and end my fyp (: pls pray god for me. nth goes wrong. i don wish to repeat my fyp. seriously ):
时间真的一眨眼就过去了。in 1 mth time is daddy birthday, baby birthday & 1 yr anniversary ! baby will be goin for reservist. cannot see him for 2 weeks? everything seems to moving in fast forward speed. at least for fyp part i really wish to end it soon. nv felt so so so stress before. maybe its the last lap at nyp.
end off here le. seems like a very emo post. grumbling all my unhappiness. take care ppl. drink plenty of water coz recently weather seems weird. today can be sunny day. tml can be rainy day. juz like my mood. unpredictable. hee hee. baby feel it right?? (: cheerios !

未来的每一天不管发生什么
能不能交给我呢
我要永远陪着你守护着你直到最后

` labour day !

2009-05-05T17:18:00.003+08:00

very long din post le. last friday went ecp with dar dar (: went cycling ! damn funny la ! i bump into the bush. GG ! got 1 video damn funny ! only we 2 got (: in 8days time i will be in bkk (:
stress for my fyp also. by den come back is already week 11 and i am supposed to hand in at week 12. lazy to blog much. recently don have much feel. LOL ! cheerios. take care. drink more water (:

` MOVIE

2009-04-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

almost every week watch 1 movie la. last week watch 17 again (: hai hao ba. only the guy is handsome. story line hai hao only !

MISTAKE !

2009-04-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

today driving full full of mistake ! is it nervous? or tat stupid instructor giving me stress.
saying i will fail and get 80 points and immediate fail. gg !! I MUZ BE MORE PRECAUSIOUS in driving ! GOD PLS BLESS ME ): juz had diarrhea. CHUAT SAI ): last min lesson. baby lend from his buddy car let me practice ! scare police come drive till like shit ! gave me the last lesson before my doom day tml ! exact 15hrs to my doom day !!
shall nt put much hope. shall juz do my best (: can pass is lucky. god has been blessing me. cannot pass is expected de (: shall end of tis post ! take care ppl. cheerios ! drink plenty of water !

` jab 1

2009-04-25T16:15:00.007+08:00

went boat quay jab 1 for our last gathering. order 6bottle. GG ! whole level 3 is ours (: play and enjoy. ke lian de marvin keep let me and lihui bully. ppl attended me, lihui, rara, dino, nana, raphael, virus, marvin, marc, jinsheng, nelson, daniel, bernard and gex.. did i leave anyone out?? i also cant rmb le. guys more den gals la. pathetic. me and lihui self entertain (: cam whoring session. things happen. donno how to help dar. hais. juz stay strong k? wan see u happy. hugs. more pics to be update when i get it. feeling of HANGOVER SUCKS seriously. reached home 3am. slept halfway whole body numb ): XINKU XINKU. stomach nt feeling well also. want vomit cannot vomit tat stupid feeling. HAIS. lunch ate 1small bowl of porridge. can slim down sia. don dare eat scare vomit out. gg ! hand still numb. maybe is too toxic le ba. nice and memorable day (: think most of them enjoy themselves. end off here le coz RC maintenance i am so boring la ! take care ppl. drink more water. cheerios (:

开心或不开心是自己选的。

` a little not over you

2009-04-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just A Little Too Not Over You.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..

(:

2009-04-20T09:12:00.003+08:00

sat we went to catch movie at tamp (: walk the new mall tamp 1. is quite big. damn lots of ppl. so so so so packed la. wanted to have our dinner. in e end went back tampines mall to have our dinner. ate seafood platter in fish & co. DAMN FULL LA ! i ji tao is want vomit de. sinful act.

sun meet mummy at suntec to walk the travel fair. nth much coz they only plan till latest july. we intend to fly durin sept. next mth i am goin bkk (: went qi ji with mummy & baby (: ate our high tea at ard 4plus. next went back bi hse to fetch his grandma for dinner. i am still freaking full la. had dinner at sengkang zi char. ate dishes like prawn, crabs, fish, veggie & toufu. damn damn full la (:

next week got 1 day off (: any planning?? LOL ! anyway. take care ! drink plenty of water. cheerios (: